{"id":9958,"date":"2024-02-28T22:10:13","date_gmt":"2024-02-28T19:10:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=9958"},"modified":"2024-02-28T22:10:20","modified_gmt":"2024-02-28T19:10:20","slug":"poeme-24","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=9958","title":{"rendered":"Poeme"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\" style=\"font-size:16px\"><strong>nedrepte prezen\u021bele noastre\r\n<\/strong>\r\nvreme cople\u0219itoare pentru cei cu amintiri din anotimpuri pl\u0103cute\r\npesc\u0103ru\u0219ii se curteaz\u0103, oamenii pozeaz\u0103 la mari rezolu\u021bii, beau bere \u0219i sucuri\r\n\u00een pa\u0219i len\u021bi spre cas\u0103, poposind degeaba, la picioare se adun\u0103 c\u0103r\u0103bu\u0219ii,\r\nmusculi\u021be se lipesc de pieptul umed \u0219i-\u0219i dau duhul\r\nsunt un corp fierbinte \u00een mi\u0219care \u0219i de aceea se declan\u0219eaz\u0103 buclucuri\r\n\r\nnedreapt\u0103 prezen\u021ba mea aici printre aceste creaturi, \u00eentinz\u00e2nd eficiente capcane\r\ncu g\u00e2ndul la tine \u0219i la un soi de lentoare acum at\u00e2t de pierdut\u0103,\r\n\u00een slow-motion derulate apari\u021biile tale dinspre orizont, cu fa\u021ba umflat\u0103 de somn, p\u0103tat\u0103 de soare\r\nvara-n care-am vizitat mediterana \u0219i ne-am sc\u0103ldat doi\u0219pe zile l\u00e2ng\u0103 o cresc\u0103torie de midii, \u00eentr-o \u021bar\u0103 cu grafii str\u0103ine\r\nsau doar am visat-o, m-ar \u00eembia la asemenea proiec\u021bii aerul de saun\u0103\r\nv\u00e2nz\u0103torii de coliere cu cochilii pictate \u0219i smoal\u0103\r\n\r\nnedreapt\u0103 prezen\u021ba mea aici construind fotografii \u00een care sunt l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine\r\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u021bi fie ru\u0219ine de oameni, mici avalan\u0219e de exaltare \u0219i spaim\u0103\r\nsunt un corp fierbinte \u00een mi\u0219care printre infinitele nisipuri scurg\u0103toare\r\ncobor\u00e2nd unul din altul \u00eenc\u00e2nt\u0103, iar apoi declan\u0219eaz\u0103 necazuri\r\n\r\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u00e2te lucruri nu m-au interesat niciodat\u0103 \u0219i simt \u00eencordare\r\ncu mul\u021bi ani \u00een urm\u0103 pe aceea\u0219i plaj\u0103 luca adunase stelu\u021be de mare \r\nl\u00e2ng\u0103 un pahar de plastic cu meduz\u0103 moart\u0103 maria f\u0103cuse poze \u0219i pl\u00e2nsese \r\nc\u0103 arat\u0103 gras\u0103, o femeie \u00eentoars\u0103 din larg a certat-o apoi a ciupit-o de coaste\r\n\r\nnedrepte prezen\u021bele noastre, suferin\u021be mici care nu declan\u0219eaz\u0103 nimic \u00eendat\u0103 uitate\r\no memorie de ape str\u0103vezii, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la tine \u0219i la c\u00e2te lucruri nu m-au interesat \r\nniciodat\u0103, fa\u021ba ta ro\u0219ie de la valuri, sp\u0103lat\u0103 de sare,\r\nsunt un corp fierbinte \u00een mi\u0219care, printre amintiri create cu anotimpuri pl\u0103cute\r\n\u0219i tot felul de fiin\u021be sf\u0103r\u00e2mate care n-au contat p\u00e2n\u0103 acum\r\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la c\u0103r\u0103bu\u0219ii care n-au contat p\u00e2n\u0103 acum\r\nla paharul cu meduz\u0103 moart\u0103 \u0219i la tine, o durere mic\u0103 de departe uitat\u0103 \u00eendat\u0103\r\n\r\nnedreapt\u0103 prezen\u021ba mea aici, dac\u0103 num\u0103r fiecare musculi\u021b\u0103 moart\u0103-n golul dintre s\u00e2ni\r\n\u0219i str\u00e2ng totul \u00een bra\u021be, la fel de nedreapt\u0103\n\r\n\u2003\r\n<strong>atacuri\r<\/strong>\n\r\n\u0219i nu trebuie s\u0103 \u00eenchizi ochii dac\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103\r\nci numai s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi la\u0219i aten\u021bia s\u0103 se ascut\u0103 lent, \u00eens\u0103 extrem de serios\r\npe relieful detaliilor care se pot dovedi salvatoare\r\n\r\nc\u00e2mpul vizual redus \u00eencet \u0219i lipsit de control la dimensiunile unui hublou\r\nprin care ai putea \u00eenregistra deasupra labirintul c\u00e2torva ora\u0219e portuare\r\nsau unduirea pe care o cap\u0103t\u0103 \u00eentr-un acvariu aripioarele pe\u0219telui spad\u0103\r\nc\u00e2nd ultimele poze trase cu delfinii se agit\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2nu\u021be inegale de copii\r\n\u0219i \u00eencep s\u0103 pluteasc\u0103 \u00een marea de oameni ca \u00eentr-o mare real\u0103 \r\niar cele trei balene albe nou-venite se retrag s\u0103-\u0219i ticluiasc\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103ciuitor asasinatul de oameni\r\ndintr-un documentar oarecare \u00eenc\u0103rcat la \u00eent\u00e2mplare acum cincisprezece ani pe internet.\r\nun carusel emo\u021bional cu \u00een\u021belesuri controversate \u0219i rezolu\u021bie proast\u0103\r\nla care \u00eenc\u0103 se reac\u021bioneaz\u0103 \u00een timpi mor\u021bi, indignare, p\u0103rere de r\u0103u, ecrane \r\nm\u00e2njite cu humus \u0219i sosuri de paste. atunci doresc pentru mine viziunea tunel, dar \u0219i igiena\r\n\u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rilor de algoritm care \u00eendrum\u0103 totdeauna c\u0103tre biologi marini\r\ncare salveaz\u0103 de la naufragiu bl\u00e2nde mamifere asasin, adolescen\u021bi salva\u021bi de la \u00eenec \r\nde delfini, pui de delfini salva\u021bi din col\u021bii fiarelor marine de c\u0103tre balene albastre.\r\no inim\u0103 uria\u0219\u0103 de pe\u0219te unde s\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103pem cu to\u021bii \u00een picioare ca \u00een poemele \r\nsarei kay, dar \u0219i o mic\u0103 inim\u0103 emoticon care s\u0103 tremure \u0219i s\u0103-mi \u00eencheie ultimul mesaj \r\nspre tine,\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tcu dezastre.\n\r\n\u2003\r\n<strong><em>pt. sora mea\r\n<\/em><\/strong>\r\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u0103 \u021bi-a\u0219 putea scrie o dat\u0103 \u0219i din exteriorul alarm\u0103rilor,\r\nneperturbat\u0103. cu un dor inexplicabil dup\u0103 s\u0103rb\u0103tori \u00een anotimpurile calde\r\nagita\u021bia mea controlat\u0103, ca o perdea gonflat\u0103 amenin\u021b\u0103tor\r\nc\u00e2nd ploaia de var\u0103 se transform\u0103 pe nea\u0219teptate \u00een furtun\u0103 \u0219i lini\u0219te\u0219te\r\nca un steag de plastic arborat la repezeal\u0103 pe falez\u0103\r\ncare nu va smulge pe nimeni din valuri, \u00eens\u0103 va atrage ni\u0219te privitori\r\nca salteaua pe care au t\u00e2r\u00e2it-o c\u00e2\u021biva paramedici\r\n\u00eemprejurul celui mai \u00eenalt hotel din centru\r\nca o precau\u021bie suplimentar\u0103 pentru un b\u0103rbat care amenin\u021ba s\u0103 sar\u0103\r\n\u00een cazul nefavorabil al e\u0219ecului negocierilor. o distorsiune spontan\u0103 de ritm,\r\npa\u0219ii lui de panter\u0103 \u00een lan\u021buri pe deasupra capetelor\r\nzecilor de oameni care cump\u0103raser\u0103 cu sume mari\r\npor\u021bii de paste cu vedere la superba panoram\u0103 proasp\u0103t lustruit\u0103 a ora\u0219ului\r\ndespre care \u00eemi pot aminti oric\u00e2nd \u00eemi doresc s\u0103 mi se \u00eenmoaie genunchii.\r\n \r\n\u00eens\u0103 e tot mai nedrept s\u0103 rezolv amintirile mele mici cu ceva at\u00e2t de important,\r\ncu amprentele ad\u00e2nci l\u0103sate \u00een memoria colectiv\u0103 de c\u00e2teva ziare locale\r\nca pe o ipotez\u0103 facil\u0103, demonstrat\u0103 printr-o egalitate u\u0219oar\u0103:\r\n \r\nv\u00e2ntul permanent de pe acoperi\u0219urile cl\u0103dirilor care ar fi putut s\u0103 par\u0103 zg\u00e2rie-nori,\r\nvijelia nesf\u00e2r\u0219it\u0103 \u0219i penele de curent, c\u0103nile cu lum\u00e2n\u0103ri p\u0103strate de la pa\u0219te \u0219i de la pomeni\r\nsau lanterna care p\u00e2lp\u00e2ia \u00een noapte alarmant, pus\u0103 mereu la \u00eenc\u0103rcat preventiv, \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103.\r\n \r\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u0103 \u021bi-a\u0219 putea scrie ceva la repezeal\u0103 despre mine \u0219i melancolie\r\ncu furtunile spontane care declan\u0219eaz\u0103 dorul de c\u00e2nd eram mici\r\nca un blocaj de re\u021bea, care indiferent c\u00e2t de mult timp trece, o s\u0103 m\u0103 r\u0103v\u0103\u0219easc\u0103.\r\n \r\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc c\u0103 vreau s\u0103 te aud spun\u00e2nd c\u0103 fix din cauza asta pe tine\r\nv\u00e2ntul s\u0103lbatic te face \u00eentotdeauna s\u0103 te sim\u021bi mai bine\r\n\u0219i la non\u0219alan\u021ba ta duioas\u0103 de femeie puternic\u0103 \u0219i invidiat\u0103\r\ncare \u0219tie s\u0103 dezamorseze drame \u00eenc\u00e2lcite de familie\r\nfolosind doar un emoji cu ochi mari de c\u00e2ine ca pe o echivalen\u021b\u0103 evident\u0103,\r\n\u00eens\u0103 plin\u0103 de solu\u021bii. atunci orice diferen\u021b\u0103 dintre tine\r\n\u0219i femeile din filmule\u021bele pe care le privesc \u00een bucl\u0103\r\nse estompeaz\u0103. \u0219i \u00eemi pot imagina coloana nesf\u00e2r\u0219it\u0103 de sportive din lotul olimpic\r\npreg\u0103tite de salturi \u00een ap\u0103 de la dou\u0103zeci de metri \u00een\u0103l\u021bime\r\ncare privesc drept \u00een camer\u0103 fix \u00eenainte de m\u0103rturisirea fricii\r\ncu senin\u0103tate \u0219i prietenie at\u00e2t de discrete \u0219i rapide\r\n\u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 fac\u0103 s\u0103 empatizez deplin cu trupurile lor agile\r\n\u00eencordate pe platforma colantat\u0103 cu reclam\u0103 la energizant\r\n\u0219i pe st\u00e2nca dimprejurul unei oaze sacre japoneze\r\ncoco\u021bate pe balcoane cu vedere la mediteran\u0103\r\n\u00een peisaj fierbinte dar revigorant\r\npe deasupra unui echipaj de cinci scafandri antrena\u021bi s\u0103 intervin\u0103\r\nale c\u0103ror fe\u021be sunt blurate la montajul de dup\u0103.\r\n \r\nm\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc s\u0103-\u021bi scriu ceva la repezeal\u0103 cu movile de argil\u0103\r\ncare promiteau via\u021b\u0103 semi-urban\u0103 la periferie\r\nviitoare cartiere cu bariere luminoase \u0219i blocuri prea joase\r\nunde \u00eenc\u0103 se spunea glod la noroiul care \u00eenghi\u021bise\r\ntot pietri\u0219ul \u0219i cerea galo\u0219ii suprapu\u0219i pe gard \u00een pungi de plastic\r\nca ni\u0219te ofrande, a\u0219a cum \u00eemi povesteau prieteni c\u0103 \u00een alte p\u0103r\u021bi de lume\r\nape curg\u0103toare tulburi cer persoane de sacrificat,\r\n\u0219i ceva cu tot ce mai emo\u021bioneaz\u0103 la g\u00e2ndul cu dealurile lunecoase de acas\u0103,\r\ncu z\u00e2mbetul ferm, educat s\u0103 consoleze ore \u00eentregi pe mesaje\r\nca o m\u0103rturisire premeditat\u0103 de pe platforma de salturi,\r\ncare se blureaz\u0103 dup\u0103. o distorsiune spontan\u0103 de ritm,\r\n \r\nc\u00e2nd nu \u00eemi mai amintesc de tine \u0219i v\u00e2ntul s\u0103lbatic\r\nci caut contul cu patinatoarea care s-a \u00eentors pe ghea\u021b\u0103\r\nla c\u00e2teva luni dup\u0103 o opera\u021bie pe creier s\u0103 m\u0103 uit \u00een bucl\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 zoiesc de lacrimi\r\nla secven\u021bele \u00een care \u0219i-a subtitrat pl\u00e2nsul cu tot felul de \u00eentreb\u0103ri simple, dar care acolo\r\ncap\u0103t\u0103 o gravitate de nesuportat, de pild\u0103\r\nc\u00e2nd m\u0103 voi sim\u021bi din nou acas\u0103\r\no s\u0103 m\u0103 obi\u0219nuiesc \u00een corpul \u0103sta\r\ncum se g\u00e2ndesc cei din jur la mine\r\ncum sunt dragostea \u0219i mila diferite\r\n \r\n\u00eens\u0103 e tot mai nedrept s\u0103 rezolv amintirile mele mici cu ceva at\u00e2t de important,\r\ns\u0103 \u00eemi scuz aceste 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