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nebunul\r<\/strong>\n\r\ncristi a \u00eenceput iar s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 singur\r\nnu \u0219tiu de c\u00e2nd nu-\u0219i mai ia medicamentele\r\ndoar \u00eel aud din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd url\u00e2nd, cert\u00e2ndu-se\r\ncu tot felul de oameni imaginari care \u00eel nedrept\u0103\u021besc\r\nam \u00eencetat s\u0103-l mai salut c\u00e2nd trec cu ma\u0219ina pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 el\r\nse face c\u0103 nu m\u0103 vede fiind at\u00e2t de ocupat cu alte \r\nlucruri pe care eu nu le pot vedea\r\nmi-e mil\u0103 de el, mam\u0103, nu e vina lui c\u0103 e bolnav\r\n<\/em>\u00eemi spune fiica mea, chiar a\u0219a, cristi,\r\ncu cine te cer\u021bi mereu, de ce refuzi m\u00e2ncarea de la vecini?\r\nte face s\u0103 te sim\u021bi mai bine dac\u0103\r\n\u00eenjuri cu patim\u0103 n\u0103lucile din mintea ta?\r\nte aud din gr\u0103din\u0103 \u0219i nu-mi doresc dec\u00e2t s\u0103 simt \r\ncu toat\u0103 fiin\u021ba momentul \u00een care mintea mi se va prelinge \u00eentr-o cr\u0103p\u0103tur\u0103 \u00eentunecat\u0103 \r\npentru a putea alege dac\u0103 s\u0103 o astup sau s\u0103 vorbesc\r\n\u00een continuare cu tine, cristi\n\r\n\u2003\r\ndocumentarul\r\n<\/strong>\r\nfemeia strident machiat\u0103 se gr\u0103be\u0219te s\u0103 prind\u0103 avionul\r\nalearg\u0103 pe tocurile \u00eenalte \u0219i din ea \u00eencep s\u0103 cad\u0103 buc\u0103\u021bi,\r\no \u0219uvi\u021b\u0103 de p\u0103r, genele false, s\u00e2nii nefiresc de rotunzi\r\nd\u0103 s\u0103 urce treptele \u0219i piciorul st\u00e2ng \u00eei r\u0103m\u00e2ne \u00een urm\u0103 \r\nde la glezn\u0103 \u00een jos \u2013 o Cenu\u0219\u0103reas\u0103 de azi \u2013\r\nfemeia merge mai departe ca \u0219i cum nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat nimic, \r\nmai am piese de rezerv\u0103<\/em>, \u00ee\u0219i spune lini\u0219tit\u0103\r\nse a\u0219az\u0103 pe locul ei \u0219i degetele r\u0103mase f\u0103r\u0103 unghii \u00eencep \r\ns\u0103 se mi\u0219te agil pe ecranul telefonului\r\n\u00een avion ruleaz\u0103 un documentar \r\ndespre ritualurile de \u00eemperechere la diferite p\u0103s\u0103ri\r\nfruntea ei d\u0103 slabe semne de \u00eencruntare\r\nceva nu se leag\u0103, ceva e teribil de gre\u0219it\r\n\u00ee\u0219i \u0219terge discret o lacrim\u0103 dar pe \u0219erve\u021belul ei \r\nr\u0103m\u00e2ne \u0219i ochiul tr\u0103d\u0103tor\r\n\u00eel \u00eempacheteaz\u0103 cu aten\u021bie \u0219i \u00eel pune \u00een geant\u0103\r\nbutoneaz\u0103 din nou telefonul nimerind cu greu literele mici\r\ncristina tu ai v\u0103zut vreodat\u0103 o p\u0103uni\u021b\u0103\r\nefectiv mi se scurg ochii din cap\r\nce specie de cretini mai suntem \u0219i noi<\/em>\r\n\r\n\r\n\u2003\r\nla maison de l\u2019amour\r\n<\/strong>\r\nc\u00e2nd am deschis ochii, l\u00e2ng\u0103 patul meu erau dou\u0103 fete: e\u0219ti frumos, cum te cheam\u0103?\r\na\u0219a a \u00eenceput copil\u0103ria mea, la peste 30 de ani, \u0219i fetele m-au luat la ele acas\u0103, \u00een maison de l\u2019amour\r\ncum te cheam\u0103? m\u0103 tot \u00eentrebau ele, 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picioare, ele se uitau la mine\r\nca la un zeu milostiv \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentrebau cum e s\u0103 nu \u0219tii cine te-a n\u0103scut, cine \u021bi-a dat s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci sau pe cine ai iubit\r\neu m\u0103 priveam nedumerit \u00een oglind\u0103 ca atunci c\u00e2nd \u00een dulap g\u0103se\u0219ti juc\u0103riile unui copil, de\u0219i locuie\u0219ti singur \u0219i nimeni nu te viziteaz\u0103\r\nfetele m\u0103 invidiau, voiau s\u0103 le fac baie cu ap\u0103 fierbinte, uite cum curge uitarea de la robinet \u0219i ne spal\u0103 de p\u0103cate\r\nmai fierbinte, \u021bipau ele cu pielea deja ro\u0219ie, \u0219i eu le f\u0103ceam pe plac\r\n\r\nanii pierdu\u021bi pulsau \u00een mine ca obsesia unui c\u00e2ntec \r\n\u00eentr-o limb\u0103 incert\u0103\r\nc\u00e2teodat\u0103 pl\u00e2ngeam de la at\u00e2ta uitare\r\nfetele \u00ee\u0219i b\u0103teau atunci joc de mine: \r\ntu e\u0219ti prostul care sufer\u0103 c\u0103 nu-\u0219i aduce aminte suferin\u021ba\r\n\u00eemi legau apoi de 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