E o \u00eentrebare pe care (glumesc) ar fi trebuit s\u0103 mi-o pui acum 35 de ani, c\u0103ci atunci e scris! Dup\u0103 Decembrie 1989 lumea s-a ar\u0103tat mirat\u0103 c\u0103 nu apar legendarele \u201ec\u0103r\u021bi de sertar\u201d. Asta pentru c\u0103 le a\u0219teptau din partea autorilor consacra\u021bi, care \u2013 a reie\u0219it \u2013 publicaser\u0103 totu\u0219i, cu eventuale interven\u021bii ale cenzurii, ceea ce aveau de publicat. Mai mult, obi\u0219nui\u021bi s\u0103 scrie \u201ecu aluzii\u201d, mul\u021bi dintre ei s-au blocat c\u00e2nd puteau s\u0103 scrie total liber \u0219i n-au mai scris nimic sau aproape nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u0103r\u021bile de sertar existau \u00eens\u0103, dar la autorii neconsacra\u021bi \u0219i, unii dintre ei, nici m\u0103car debuta\u021bi. \u201eNu privi \u00eenapoi\u201d este una dintre ele. E drept, \u00eentre timp am publicat altele, scrise \u0219i \u00eenainte, \u0219i dup\u0103 revolu\u021bie, dar aceasta \u0219i-a a\u0219teptat cuminte r\u00e2ndul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ca s\u0103 r\u0103spund \u00eentreb\u0103rii tale \u2013 ideea a fost de a povesti lucruri care consideram c\u0103 merit\u0103 povestite. \u0218i personale, \u0219i de context al perioadei, anii 1980, f\u0103r\u0103 a-\u0219i propune \u00eens\u0103 s\u0103 fie un roman \u201ecu aluzii\u201d. E o poveste, at\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu privi \u00eenapoi\u201d face parte din majoritatea c\u0103r\u021bilor mele, pe care le-am scris \u0219i le scriu f\u0103r\u0103 niciun plan \u0219i dintr-o suflare. Spre disperarea unui bun prieten, scriitor \u0219i el, nu revin niciodat\u0103 asupra textului (except\u00e2nd corecturi de liter\u0103, eliminarea unor repeti\u021bii etc.). Nici m\u0103car acum n-am procedat altfel, la 35 de ani de c\u00e2nd l-am scris! Nici prin cap nu mi-a trecut s\u0103-l rescriu \u201ecu mintea de acum\u201d \u0219i eventual strecur\u00e2nd false dovezi de lupt\u0103 anti-sistem! A\u0219a l-am scris, a\u0219a l-am tr\u0103it, a\u0219a a r\u0103mas. E o m\u0103rturie a unui moment, a\u0219a cum a fost, a\u0219a cum l-am perceput.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ca o poveste \u2013 \u00eemi vine \u00een minte titlul povestirii lui Salinger \u201ePentru Esm\u00e9 \u2013 cu dragoste \u0219i abjec\u021bie\u201d \u2013, dar ar fi \u0219i exagerat \u0219i impertinent: a\u0219 vrea eu s\u0103 fiu Salinger! Ca o poveste, at\u00e2t, f\u0103r\u0103 preten\u021bia de a fi o poveste exemplar\u0103. \u201eO felie de via\u021b\u0103\u201d, cum se spunea c\u00e2ndva. E drept, este cartea \u00een care am formulat cele mai multe idei teoretice privind dragostea, morala, filozofia de via\u021b\u0103 etc., eram foarte t\u00e2n\u0103r \u0219i tentat s\u0103 spun lucruri memorabile \u2013 dar sper s\u0103 primeze totu\u0219i, pur \u0219i simplu, povestea, din care fiecare s\u0103-\u0219i ia ce crede c\u0103 merit\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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