{"id":7615,"date":"2023-05-19T11:20:28","date_gmt":"2023-05-19T08:20:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=7615"},"modified":"2023-05-19T15:48:34","modified_gmt":"2023-05-19T12:48:34","slug":"kaddish","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=7615","title":{"rendered":"Kaddish"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">- - - - - - - - - -\n\nScriu pentru ca mor\u021bii mei s\u0103 m\u0103 iubeasc\u0103 mai mult\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nSub orice poem pe ultimele r\u00e2nduri ale fiec\u0103rei pagini\nse presar\u0103 rumegu\u0219 Ca la m\u0103cel\u0103rii Rumegu\u0219ul din josul \n\nfiec\u0103rei pagini e \u00eembibat de s\u00e2nge\nDeasupra at\u00e2rn\u0103 carcase de fraze \u00eens\u00e2ngerate\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nPip\u0103ie-l tu care cite\u0219ti acum asta Pip\u0103ie partea de jos a \npaginii Simte s\u00e2ngele \u00eembibat \u00een rumegu\u0219ul de cuvinte\n\n&amp; cutremur\u0103-te de mil\u0103 &amp; sc\u00e2rb\u0103 E \u0219i s\u00e2ngele meu\nE \u0219i s\u00e2ngele t\u0103u\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nDumnezeu intr\u00e2nd \u00een m\u0103cel\u0103ria asta de cuvinte\n&amp; pun\u00e2ndu-\u0219i m\u00e2inile-n cap &amp; \u00eentreb\u00e2nd: Aoleu \n\ncine v-a lucrat aici? \u0218i-n vreme ce el se pune pe \u00eenjurat \n&amp; reparat &amp; me\u0219terit m\u0103 \u00eentind pe rumegu\u0219ul \u00eens\u00e2ngerat \n\n\u0218i m\u0103 uit cum deasupra mea plutesc carcase \u00eens\u00e2ngerate \n&amp; cum deasupra mea at\u00e2rn\u0103 \u00een c\u00e2rlig de m\u0103cel\u0103rie creierul \n\nmeu \u0218i cum din creierul meu aburesc mor\u021bii mei &amp; cuvintele \nmele &amp; se a\u0219tern peste inim\u0103 \u00een rotocoale ca spuma pe \n\ncappuccino Se aude cum el bea o gur\u0103 de cappuccino \napoi \u00eenjur\u0103 &amp; repar\u0103 Se vede cum mor\u021bii mei deseneaz\u0103 \n\ntoppinguri colorate peste poeme Cu c\u00e2t \u00eenjur\u0103 el mai enervat \ncu at\u00e2t mai colorat e toppingul N-am cum s\u0103 termin azi futu-i \n\nurl\u0103 Dumnezeu E treab\u0103 de m\u00e2ntuial\u0103 M\u0103 simt cumva vinovat \nDar \u0219i enervat  \u0218tiu c\u0103 acum va cere mai mult A\u0219a c\u0103 nu m\u0103 ridic \n\nDau din umeri S\u0103 fac\u0103 el treaba murdar\u0103 De asta-l pl\u0103tesc \nA\u0219a-i trebuie dac\u0103 nu i-a pl\u0103cut Cartea\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nEl \u00eenjur\u0103 tot mai ur\u00e2t Mor\u021bii mei sunt acum \nholograme de vanilie &amp; ciocolat\u0103 cu extratopping sclipicios\n\nDinspre el miroase acum a carne putred\u0103\nMor\u021bii mei sau poate carnea mea miros acum a zah\u0103r ars\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\n(Doar pentru c\u0103 scriu poemele astea\nnu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 sunt viu)\n\n\n*\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nManetti &amp; Vellutello au construit, \u00een secolul 16, reprezent\u0103ri geometrice ale infernului lui Dante (con ob\u021binut prin rotirea unui triunghi echilateral la Manetti, tronconic\u0103 &amp; cu un cilindru str\u0103b\u0103t\u00e2nd ca o \u021bepu\u0219\u0103 centrele trunchiurilor de con suprapuse a lui Vellutello). \n\nInginerii moderni au f\u0103cut studii de rezisten\u021ba materialelor aplicate pe modelele astea \u2013 \u0219i au decis c\u0103 nu \u021bin: a\u0219a cum e el reprezentat \u00een geometriile lui Manetti &amp; Vellutello, infernul s-ar pr\u0103bu\u0219i.\n\nStudii de rezisten\u021ba materialelor aplicate pe infern: nu cunosc o mai precis\u0103 defini\u021bie a literaturii.\n\u2003\n\n*\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nPoezia e substan\u021ba de contrast a istoriei. \n\n\u00cei documenteaz\u0103 patologiile; \u00eei enun\u021b\u0103 &amp; denun\u021b\u0103 bolile \u0219i leziunile; \u00eei indic\u0103 necontenit r\u0103ul \u2013 &amp;, implicit, postuleaz\u0103 c\u0103 bun\u0103tatea exist\u0103. Pentru asta, poezia folose\u0219te frumuse\u021bea ca pe un marker esen\u021bial; toate constela\u021biile enorme de imagini acumulate \u00een cele vreo patru mii de ani de poezie, \u00een toate culturile \u0219i \u00een toate limbile, nu spun dec\u00e2t asta: \n\nChiar dac\u0103 istoria e o oroare, bun\u0103tatea exist\u0103 \u2013 &amp; frumuse\u021bea e urma trecerii ei prin lume. \n\n\n*\n\u2003\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nS-a scris dar s-a \u0219i murit A fost s\u00e2nge dar a fost\n\u0219i s\u00e2nge \u0218i lumina ca o coaj\u0103 peste toate\n\nTu treci \u0219i str\u00e2ngi lumina peste tine Ca o coaj\u0103 Ca\nun s\u00e2nge Ca un scris \u00cemi aduc aminte cum arat\u0103\n\nFa\u021ba ta \u00een orgasm \u00cent\u00e2i ochii \u021bi se str\u00e2ngeau apoi se \ndilatau ce curgea din ei p\u0103rea lumin\u0103 dar era s\u00e2nge\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\n(Doar pentru c\u0103 scriu poemele astea\nnu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 sunt viu)\n\n\n*\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nAi trecut de Starbucksul \u00een care scriu M-ai privit Ochii\n\u021bi s-au str\u00e2ns apoi s-au dilatat \u021ai-ai pus ochelarii de soare\n\nDar \u00een urma ta nu mai e soare Nici \u00eenaintea ta n-a fost Singura \nsperan\u021b\u0103 e c\u0103 s-a scris dar s-a \u0219i murit \n\n\n*\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nFrumuse\u021bea nu-i un fenomen estetic. Sau, dac\u0103-i tratat\u0103 strict ca un fenomen estetic, duce \u00eentotdeauna \u00een art\u0103 la minorat \u0219i sterilitate \u2013 ca la decaden\u021bi sau la hermetici. Frumuse\u021bea nu cap\u0103t\u0103 sens \u00een literatur\u0103 dec\u00e2t asociat\u0103 cu problema r\u0103ului. Care, evident, e una deopotriv\u0103 etic\u0103, social\u0103, politic\u0103, economic\u0103, mistic\u0103 &amp; \u00een at\u00e2tea alte feluri. Abia \u00een conjunc\u021bie cu toate astea frumuse\u021bea devine cu adev\u0103rat relevant\u0103. \n\nIzolat\u0103 de ele, e doar moft, fandoseal\u0103, sclipici, brizbriz, moartea pasiunii &amp; artei. \u00cempreun\u0103 cu ele, devine carnea &amp; s\u00e2ngele dintotdeauna ale literaturii. \n\n(Vulnerate &amp; invulnerabile \u2013 ca orice carne, ca orice s\u00e2nge.)   \n\n\n*\n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\nScrii cum ai \u00eencerca de pe fundul gropii comune s\u0103 te\n\u00eentinzi &amp; s\u0103-\u021bi m\u00e2ng\u00e2i vecinii de moarte S\u0103-\u021bi treci ca\n\npe ni\u0219te m\u00e2ini m\u00e2ng\u00e2ietoare poemele peste craniile lor de pe\ncare carnea s-a \u0219ters ca o eroare &amp; s\u0103 sim\u021bi carnea \n\ntremur\u00e2nd consolat\u0103 Convins\u0103 pentru prima oar\u0103 c\u0103 n-a \nfost o eroare S\u0103-\u021bi apleci ca pe o ureche r\u0103bd\u0103toare \n\npoemele peste cu\u0219tile piepturilor din care inima s-a \u0219ters \nca o eroare &amp; s\u0103 ascul\u021bi p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd auzi inima oprindu-se\n\ndin pl\u00e2ns Convins\u0103 pentru prima oar\u0103 c\u0103 tot ce a trecut\nprin ea n-a fost o eroare S\u0103-i recuno\u0219ti dup\u0103 cum \n\ntremur\u0103 fosta carne Dup\u0103 cum hohote\u0219te fosta inim\u0103 \nCe nu mai e aici carne c\u00e2nt\u0103 Precum carnea prietenului meu \n\nviolonist Mikl\u00f3s Lorsi Uite cum \u00eemi c\u00e2nt\u0103 carnea ca o vioar\u0103\nzice uimit Mikl\u00f3s chiar de aici de l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine\n\nchiar \u00een vreme ce notez versurile astea Nu te speria\nMikl\u00f3s Cu poezia poate fi \u0219i a\u0219a Carnea c\u00e2nt\u0103 mai bine\n\ndup\u0103 moarte \u0218i cu viorile e la fel zice Mikl\u00f3s Altcineva \ndin groapa comun\u0103 zice Te pomene\u0219ti c\u0103 \u0219i fututul\n\no fi mai bun dup\u0103 moarte \u021bip\u0103 Zoli Oasele r\u00e2d toate sau poate\nnu chiar toate Recunosc c\u0103 r\u00e2d \u0219i eu \u0218i-mi trec poemele  \n\nprecum ni\u0219te m\u00e2ini m\u00e2ng\u00e2ietoare peste oasele astea care r\u00e2d\nca ni\u0219te adolescen\u021bi virgini c\u00e2nd aud vorbindu-se despre sex \n\nCare tremur\u0103 \u00een groapa comun\u0103 cum au tremurat \u00een pat \nCare se umezesc deodat\u0103 de lacrimi \u0219i sperm\u0103 \n\nVede\u021bi poemele mele astea sunt oase asta e moartea \n\u0103sta e r\u00e2sul \u00cemi trec palma m\u00e2ng\u00e2ietoare peste voi \u0219i\n\nv\u0103 simt umede la atingere Ce copii sunte\u021bi poemele mele ce \noase b\u0103tr\u00e2ne tremur\u00e2nd \u00eentr-o groap\u0103 comun\u0103 \n\n- - - - - - - - - -\n\n(Doar pentru c\u0103 scriu poemele astea\nnu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 sunt viu)\n<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Poeme de Radu Vancu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":247,"featured_media":7616,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[30],"tags":[1610,9,311],"coauthors":[1664],"class_list":["post-7615","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezie","tag-nr-2-2023","tag-poezie","tag-radu-vancu"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/05\/Radu-Vancu.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7615","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/247"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7615"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7615\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7626,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7615\/revisions\/7626"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7616"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7615"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7615"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7615"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcoauthors&post=7615"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}