{"id":6917,"date":"2023-03-13T16:35:57","date_gmt":"2023-03-13T13:35:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=6917"},"modified":"2023-03-13T16:36:03","modified_gmt":"2023-03-13T13:36:03","slug":"poeme-de-teodora-coman","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=6917","title":{"rendered":"Poeme de Teodora Coman"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">sonda Parker Solar Globe a intrat \u00een coroana solar\u0103, nu se va \u00eenfige \u00een plasm\u0103 ca-n solul lunar sau mar\u021bian,\na\u0219a cum nici eu n-ar trebui s\u0103 vorbesc \u00een termeni de via\u021b\u0103, perpetuarea ei la mii de grade celsius \u0219i 150 de milioane de kilometri,\ndar nici \u00een termenii prin care NASA vrea s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 singura stea-surs\u0103 de via\u021b\u0103\npe care de-abia acum o poate studia. \nc\u00e2nd vede o sond\u0103 d\u00e2nd roat\u0103 unei planete noi,\nmintea mea vede acela\u0219i tipar\n\u00eenv\u0103\u021bat la nivel celular:\nocolul unui tehnospermatozoid \u00eencetinit temporar \nde la scopul s\u0103u primar,\nsetat s\u0103 studieze ovulul uria\u0219\n\u00eenainte de a-l fecunda.\n \n\u2003\n\/\/\n\nmi s-a ascu\u021bit instinctul de survivor: \n\u0219tiu c\u00e2nd parcarea mallului se gole\u0219te,\nc\u00e2nd produsele de patiserie \u00ee\u0219i scad pre\u021bul la jum\u0103tate\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai fiu de fa\u021b\u0103.\nabia dup\u0103 ce v\u0103d \u00een vitrina libr\u0103riei \u00eenchise Istoria lumii \u00een c\u00e2teva mii de obiecte\npercep a\u0219teptarea urban\u0103, proiectat\u0103 a\u0219a cum trebuie: b\u0103nci \u00een locuri publice, biciclete de \u00eenchiriat, trotinete electrice abandonate \u00een mijlocul trotuarului\nca ni\u0219te r\u0103zg\u00e2ndiri subite,\nbancomate, prize de conectare la net, momeli culinare abil aranjate \u00een vitrine, foamea inclus\u0103 din designul stradal, s\u0103 nu-i mai fie sil\u0103 de sine,\nunele ziduri instig\u0103 la exprimare, altele sunt pline ochi de mesaje inculte\/oculte \ndar dragostea cu plus \u0219i inimi str\u0103punse\n\u00eenc\u0103 domin\u0103 net \u00een preferin\u021be.\npubele \u00een deficit, dep\u0103\u0219ite \u00een capacitatea lor de colectare-selectare, ca mine,\nma\u0219ini ridicate din locuri nepermise,\naparate de aer condi\u021bionat \u0219i antene parabolice crescute ca o nou\u0103 specie de tehnociuperci vetuste pe blocurile comuniste.\npeste tot a\u0219teptare, cerere, ofert\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 grani\u021be clare \u00eentre ele\n\u0219i-o nou\u0103 nevoie se va na\u0219te peste una veche. \n\n\u2003\n\/\/\n\nc\u00e2nd continuarea unei francize te irit\u0103,\nc\u00e2nd exersarea te scoate din starea de confort,\nc\u0103tre o performan\u021b\u0103 mai mult simbolic\u0103 dec\u00e2t pl\u0103tit\u0103\ntu ce-ai vrut? doar lini\u0219te, nu mersul p\u00e2n-la cap\u0103t\n \nam r\u0103mas singur\u0103, labil\u0103,\nm\u0103 uit la Gomora \u0219i-i v\u0103d pe mafio\u021bi \u00een alt\u0103 lumin\u0103, \n\u00een \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219area lor fratern\u0103\ncare-i spal\u0103 temporar de tr\u0103dare, de crim\u0103.\n \nm\u0103-ntreb pentru cine mi-a\u0219 da via\u021ba, dac\u0103 m-a\u0219 putea \u00eentoarce \u00een timp, \nei zic c-ar face fix acela\u0219i lucru\n\u0219i nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103-s sinceri sau braveaz\u0103; \nio mi-a\u0219 schimba identitatea, sexul\ns-o pot lua pe bune de la zero.\n \nei sunt solizi, par s\u0103 se simt\u0103 bine \u00een pielea lor,\neu trebuie s\u0103 sl\u0103besc pentru cea mai simpl\u0103 manevr\u0103,\n\u0219i totu\u0219i, nimic nu se compar\u0103 cu teama unui b\u0103rbat \nde-a r\u0103m\u00e2ne f\u0103r\u0103 p\u0103r\nde\u0219i machismul ajut\u0103.\n\n\u2003\n\/\/\n\nmi s-a p\u0103rut frumoas\u0103 ploaia cu ursule\u021bi de plu\u0219 pe patinoarul unei echipe de hockey,\nca orice risip\u0103. noi \u00eei spunem poman\u0103\nca z\u0103pezii date de la Dumnezeu, s\u0103 fac\u0103 lumea mai curat\u0103, mai simpl\u0103\n\u0219i pa\u0219ii umani mai aten\u021bi\n\u0219i to\u021bi p\u0103rem mai b\u0103tr\u00e2ni, mai dezechilibra\u021bi\nmai aproape de pinguinii din zona arctic\u0103\n\u0219i speri s\u0103 se topeasc\u0103 \u0219i mizeria de sub pre\u0219\niar c\u00e2nd se va \u00eenc\u0103lzi, vei redeveni bipedul pragmatic, arogant\npe m\u00e2zga lui tipic\u0103.\n\n\u2003\n\/\/\n\na\u0219 putea lua lec\u021bii de dic\u021bie, \u00eenot, \ns\u0103 fac compromis \u00eentre necesit\u0103\u021bi \u0219i\nie\u0219irea din zona de confort;\nsigur mi-ar cre\u0219te stima de sine, om mai u\u0219or de adaptat\ndar blocat \u00een acela\u0219i tipar de fericire\nvisat\u0103 ca un tsunami controlat \nvenit de undeva, din paradisul comestibil, numai lapte \u0219i miere \np\u00e2n\u0103 la zah\u0103rul rafinat,\ns\u0103 acopere etan\u0219 un baton crocant,\nvizibil din toate unghiurile posibile.\nm\u0103-nc\u00e2nt\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tiu c\u0103 cineva saliveaz\u0103 dup\u0103 mine cu efect:\ndatoria mea e s\u0103 fiu fericit\u0103 pentru al\u021bii, s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur de bucuria lor\n\u0219i iat\u0103-m\u0103 aici, retu\u0219at\u0103, gata s\u0103 fiu devorat\u0103, \nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 coste pe nimeni nimic\n\n\u2003\n\/\/\n\nmu\u0219chii lucreaz\u0103, mintea e blank, ochii, fixa\u021bi pe ceas \u0219i decor;\n\u00eencerc s\u0103 fac fa\u021b\u0103 c\u00e2t de bine pot.\ns\u0103 tragi de tine f\u0103r\u0103 motiva\u021bie\ne-adev\u0103ratul efort, \u00eei \u00een\u021beleg perfect pe elevii\ncare confund\u0103 cauza cu scopul c\u00e2nd \u00eei intreb \nde ce, pentru ce vin la \u0219coal\u0103\niar \u201efiindc\u0103 trebuie\u201d e tot ce pot scoate de la ei\n\u00een mediul lipsit de pl\u0103cere, \u0219anse, confort.\nc\u00e2nd corpul spune nu, tu nu spui nimic, \nc\u00e2nd tu spui nu, corpul nu te ascult\u0103.\nam de ales \u00eentre ceea ce-mi ia durerea vs. ceea ce-o ascunde \n\u0219i asta nu schimb\u0103 nimic.\nmedica\u021bie \u00een loc de voin\u021b\u0103. la\u0219itate cu un dram de elocin\u021b\u0103.\nunde-i conexiunea dintre minte, suflet \u0219i corpul\nla care ai trudit\n\n\u2003\n\/\/\n\npentru mine, ca antrenor\neste vital ca o persoan\u0103 s\u0103 nu se \u00eentoarc\u0103 la stilul de via\u021b\u0103 anterior,\ns\u0103-\u0219i fac\u0103 din disciplin\u0103 rutin\u0103.\npentru mine, cursanta indoor\ne important s\u0103 duc toate seriile la cap\u0103t\ncu ochii pe ceas \nca ai \u0219oferilor pe cifrele galopante de la pomp\u0103 c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i fac plinul, io-s supraalimentat\u0103 \u0219i trebuie s\u0103 consum, s\u0103 ard,\ns\u0103 numar \u00een sens invers, num\u0103r \u0219i nu m\u0103 las,\ndecontez.\ndac\u0103 ai fi mai hot\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103, \u00eengrijit\u0103, ai face un mare pas,\ntoat\u0103 lumea are planuri cu tine, e\u0219ti poten\u021bialul comp\u0103timit\nc\u0103 nu te la\u0219i modelat: numai un pic de ro\u0219u \u00een obraji, o alt\u0103 tunsoare, culori mai calde, haine mai sexy \u0219i sigur ai atrage priviri pe strad\u0103;\ne pl\u0103cut s\u0103 vezi oameni \u0219i lucruri \u00een perspectiva marii schimb\u0103ri, io doar m\u0103 visez,\n\u0103sta-i combustibilul care m\u0103 face s\u0103 func\u021bionez. \nprea mult s-a f\u0103cut caz de \u00eentreb\u0103ri, cineva a zis c\u0103 te define\u0219te cum r\u0103spunzi\nlumii din jurul t\u0103u, cum te la\u0219i dus de val\nsau te responsabilizezi,\nc\u00e2t \u00ee\u021bi asumi din felul cum optezi,\nc\u00e2t scap\u0103 de sub control din tot ce tr\u0103ie\u0219ti,\nc\u00e2t \u0219i cu cine rezonezi\n\u0219i, de fapt, mereu te antrenezi pentru ceva \u00een via\u021b\u0103,\nmereu e ceva ce decontezi\n\n\u2003\n\/\/\n\no  m\u00e2n\u0103 vine \u00een urma ochiului credul, s\u0103 caute ideea din spate, s\u0103 deconspire realul trucat\n\u00een experien\u021be senzoriale\no m\u00e2n\u0103 obi\u0219nuit\u0103 cu flori de plastic, \u00eenc\u0103 \u00een topul preferin\u021belor pentru colonizarea sc\u0103rilor mizere \u00eentr-un imobil ineficient energetic.\nc\u00e2t de cameleonic\u0103 \u0219i performant\u0103 a ajuns materia \n\u00een actul de simulare, dar nu e ceva nou,\nnu e ca \u0219i cum zarurile de plu\u0219 n-ar at\u00e2rna de retrovizoare\niar bl\u0103ni\u021ba sintetic\u0103 n-ar fi mai fin\u0103 la palpare dec\u00e2t cea din dotare.\nte po\u021bi preface c\u00e2nd \u00eenchizi o u\u0219\u0103, dar o tr\u00e2nte\u0219ti pe bune, \nte rezemi cu spatele de ea, te prelingi \ncu u\u0219urare;\nte sim\u021bi relativ, \nsubiect u\u0219or de amorsat\npe un scaun din proximitate.\nacum e\u0219ti jos, de unde te po\u021bi re\u00eencepe\n\u00een ochii altcuiva,\n\u00een forma dorit\u0103 de fiecare.\n\n\u2003\n\/\/\n\npentru efect de curgere sunt unde m\u0103 nimeresc, at\u00e2ta \u0219tiu, s\u0103 m\u0103 sustrag u\u0219or din peisaj\n\u0219i nu-i greu cu at\u00e2ta material evazat \u00een sezonul cald\n\u0219i v\u00e2nt potrivit pentru a-l flutura\nca matadorul \u00een fa\u021ba unui taur derutat.\nezit \u00een faza ro\u0219ului iritant\nc\u00e2nd trebuie s\u0103-l port ca pe un statement de atac\nasupra unei forme de via\u021b\u0103\nostil\u0103 la contact: \ncorpul asincron cu haina care-l face pe om\nmai decent, intact,\ncorpul asincron cu haina care l-a creat\nsub presiunea standardelor greu de \u00eendurat.\n\u00eenc\u0103 un corp complexat, autoexilat \u00een m\u0103rimi mai mari, educat\nc\u0103 drapaju-i mai artistic dec\u00e2t ceea ce trebuie camuflat,\n\u00eenc\u0103 un corp resemnat\n\u00een a\u0219ternutul unui pat de hotel bine cotat\n\u0219i doar br\u0103\u021bara de gratuitate la evenimente\n\u00eel mai face de invidiat.\n\nezi\u021bi \u00een fa\u021ba ro\u0219ului iritant\nc\u00e2nd parcul te atrage instant;\nvrei s\u0103 fiu taurul Ferdinand care consimte de bun\u0103voie la efeminare \nprin narcotizarea cu mirosuri tari\n\u0219i vrei s\u0103 apar\u0103 Oliver Sacks dintre ferigile lui, s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi pun\u0103 o m\u00e2n\u0103 pe frunte c\u00e2nd ai migren\u0103 \n\u0219i s\u0103-\u021bi spun\u0103: nimeni nu merit\u0103 asta, pain is so selfish, dar nu dispera, \nuite, eu m-am reinventat la 70 de 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