{"id":6899,"date":"2023-03-09T13:06:11","date_gmt":"2023-03-09T10:06:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=6899"},"modified":"2023-03-09T13:06:16","modified_gmt":"2023-03-09T10:06:16","slug":"poeme-de-madalina-cauneac","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=6899","title":{"rendered":"Poeme de M\u0103d\u0103lina C\u0103uneac"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\"><strong>Tat\u0103<\/strong>\n\nte-am iubit nedrept \u0219i \u00eentinat\nca pe o statuie f\u0103r\u0103 voin\u021b\u0103 te-am v\u0103zut\nsingur, abandonat \u00een mijlocul unei m\u0103ri\nnici m\u0103car pe o insul\u0103, pe propriul t\u0103u p\u0103m\u00e2nt\nci pe o st\u00e2nc\u0103 searb\u0103d\u0103 \u0219i t\u0103ioas\u0103\na\u0219a te-am avut\n\n\u0219i n-am \u0219tiut s\u0103 fac p\u00e2ine pentru tine\n\u0219i n-am \u0219tiut s\u0103 p\u0103strez copil\u0103ria pentru tine\n\nun trup \u00eeng\u0103lbenit de icter cu ochii mari, rotunzi \nun suflet care \u00ee\u0219i perpetueaz\u0103 suferin\u021ba\ncu r\u0103bdarea celui care n-a cunoscut alt fel de zale\nag\u0103\u021b\u00e2ndu-se de via\u021b\u0103 chiar \u0219i atunci\nc\u00e2nd p\u00e2ntecele \u00ee\u021bi descompunea organele\nchiar \u0219i atunci c\u00e2nd erai doar \u00een \u00eentuneric \u00een\nhipnoza propriei suferin\u021be \u0219i fugi\n\nm-ai chemat\nsingurul nume pe care l-ai strigat a \nfost al meu\nte-ai limitat la decen\u021b\u0103 c\u00e2t ai fost \u00een via\u021b\u0103 \na\u0219a cum doar un suflet pur poate\nun suflet mistuit de propria povar\u0103 \ncare vede o str\u0103lucire mic\u0103 p\u00e2lp\u00e2ind\npe ap\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi \u00eennorat\u0103\nca apoi s\u0103 se sting\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 nu mai apar\u0103 \nnic\u0103ieri, niciodat\u0103\ndoar \u00een vis \u0219i \u00een amintire\n\n\u0219i te-am iubit tat\u0103\nte-am iubit cu p\u0103rtinire \u0219i ciud\u0103 c\u0103 n-ai iubit \u00eenapoi\ncuptorul \u00een care am germinat \u0219i am ars\nte-am iubit prin iubirea celor din jur\ncelor mai pu\u021bin vicia\u021bi dar cu suflete perverse\nte-am iubit cu sup\u0103rare \u0219i deta\u0219are\n\u0219i \u00eenainte s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg\nte-am iubit cu disperarea celui care dore\u0219te libertate\n\n\u00een buc\u0103t\u0103ria cu linoleum pe jos \u0219i faian\u021b\u0103 albastr\u0103 tu\n\u0219i eu tr\u0103geam semnale de recunoa\u0219tere\nspre galaxii necunoscute\ncine a creat soarele, cine a creat \u00eenceputul, cine\nl-a creat pe creator?\nce este \u00eenceputul \u0219i ce presupune infinitul?\nce suntem noi \u00een aceast\u0103 mare mas\u0103 stelar\u0103?\n \nce sunt eu, tat\u0103? ce e\u0219ti tu, tat\u0103?\n\nte strig \u00een amintire, desc\u0103tu\u0219at\u0103\nc\u0103ci nu te mai iubesc\nnu te mai iubesc prin iubirea altora\nte iubesc doar prin iubirea copilului\nfirav \u0219i uitat care sunt\nte iubesc prin iubirea pe care ai investit-o \u00een mine\nf\u0103r\u0103 cerin\u021be, f\u0103r\u0103 dorin\u021be\niubirea unei salv\u0103ri \u00eentunecate \u0219i apuse\n\nmi-a r\u0103mas harta aceasta ascuns\u0103\nprintre giuvaiere \u0219i tinichele\n\nhai s\u0103 ne juc\u0103m, tat\u0103\nhai s\u0103 filosof\u0103m naiv, tat\u0103\ns\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2nem copii, tat\u0103\n\n\n\u2003\n<strong>Re-echilibrare\n<\/strong>\npatul ca o ram\u0103\n\u00een care doi fluturi de dimensiuni hiperbolice\nau r\u0103mas cu zborul \u00eenghe\u021bat\nvibr\u00e2nd cu for\u021ba a mii de zbateri\n\ne o lini\u0219te echilibrat\u0103\nnu mai vorbim\ndup\u0103 ce\nam f\u0103cut-o trupe\u0219te at\u00e2t de mult\n\naerul \u00een jur vibreaz\u0103\nca urmare a coliziunii dintre intimit\u0103\u021bile noastre\no reechilibrare de for\u021be \u0219i tensiuni\nf\u0103r\u0103 urmele unei catastrofe stelare\na\u0219a cum contopirea a dou\u0103 planete formeaz\u0103 una \u0219i\nlas\u0103 \u00een urm\u0103 r\u0103m\u0103\u0219i\u021be orfane\ndin care alte corpuri celeste s\u0103 se formeze noi\navem grij\u0103 ca penetrarea\ns\u0103 nu duc\u0103 la distrugere permanent\u0103\nsingurele urme r\u0103m\u00e2n \u0219tiute doar de noi\natingeri calde \u0219i umanizate\nne izol\u0103m \u00eentr-o sfer\u0103 de sticl\u0103 fortificat\u0103\n\ndevin maleabil\u0103 \u00een mi\u0219c\u0103rile noastre\nam reu\u0219it s\u0103 ac\u021bion\u0103m coordonat\n\u0219i s\u0103 prelungim pl\u0103cerea p\u00e2n\u0103\naproape de durere\n\na \u0219ti c\u00e2nd s\u0103 te eliberezi de tensiuni a\n\u0219ti c\u00e2nd s\u0103 te deta\u0219ezi\neste un gest de dragoste pentru propria persoan\u0103\n\n\n\u2003\n<strong>F\u0103get<\/strong>\n\nfracturate f\u00e2\u0219ii luminoase pe fe\u021bele frunzelor\n\u00een c\u0103derea lor din coroanele fractalice\nincandescen\u021b\u0103 \u00een verde crud\n\u0219i ramuri uscate ca ni\u0219te spini te\u0219i\u021bi\n\u00eempung aerul \u0219i zg\u00e2rie superficial pielea \u00een trecere\n\ncovor vegetal din frunze de mesteac\u0103n \u0219i mu\u0219chi\nurc\u0103 imperceptibil pe trunchiuri v\u00e2noase\np\u0103l\u0103rii mov cu centru \u021buguiat maroniu catifea\nprintre r\u0103d\u0103cini ramificate p\u00e2n\u0103 departe de surs\u0103\n\nlumin\u0103 din lumin\u0103\nv\u0103l de lumin\u0103 printre arbori\no cea\u021b\u0103 diafan\u0103 din particule str\u0103lucitoare\nperdea din microcristale multifa\u021betate\n\niar v\u0103ile, iar dealurile sunt urlet, catarsis\nextaz din extaz la sf\u00e2r\u0219it de septembrie\nenergia care a explodat pe timp de var\u0103\nse ast\u00e2mp\u0103r\u0103\ntremolo intern r\u0103sfirat \u00een fiecare membru\ntrupul r\u0103m\u00e2ne moale\n\n\u2003\n<strong>Petrichor<\/strong>\n\nmelancolia timpurilor calde \u00eenc\u0103\n\u0219i a oamenilor pe care i-am iubit\nprin manipulare chimic\u0103\npentru \u0219ansa de a accesa bucurii uitate\n\n\u00eenaintea mea o delt\u0103 oval\u0103 abia lini\u0219tit\u0103\nnici opac\u0103 nici oglind\u0103, doar vitrin\u0103\npentru o lume subacvatic\u0103 de smarald luxuriant\nintru \u0219i m\u0103 lansez \u00eentr-o \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219are\ntot corpul acesta de ap\u0103 este corpul rece \u0219i absent\nal copil\u0103riei \u00een care am visat\nla o form\u0103 nemodificat\u0103 de iubire\n\nm\u0103 \u021bin ag\u0103\u021bat\u0103\nde o lumin\u0103 uman\u0103 \u0219i cald\u0103\ncare s-a str\u00e2ns funie \u00een jurul corpului meu acum\ninundat de glitch-uri \u0219i durere somatizat\u0103 undele\nacvatice adap\u0103 setea interioar\u0103\n\u0219i m\u0103 lini\u0219tesc\nanima susur\u0103 pl\u00e2ns ritmic dar\nanima nu mai este \u00eendurerat\u0103\n\n\n\u2003\n<strong>Dicteu social\n<\/strong>\numbra unor zebre vegetale\ntremur\u0103 pe umerii dezgoli\u021bi\nc\u0103ldura \u00een\u0103bu\u0219itoare\nface statul la \u021bigar\u0103 mai obositor\ndar ie\u0219im oricum s\u0103 fum\u0103m din plictiseal\u0103\nalunec\u0103m lene\u0219 pe pere\u021bii cl\u0103dirii\nam aluneca \u0219i sub asfalt dac\u0103 asta\nne-ar aduce mai mult\u0103 naturale\u021be \u00een conversa\u021bie\nn-avem nici unde s\u0103 ne punem paharele\npline de ghea\u021b\u0103 \u0219i alcool\neste doar o c\u0103ldur\u0103 tensionant\u0103 care nu \u00ee\u021bi permite nici s\u0103 atingi nici s\u0103 glume\u0219ti nici s\u0103 \niube\u0219ti\n\no c\u0103ldur\u0103 steril\u0103 care trece prin sufletele noastre obosite \u0219i anxioase \u0219i\ncare ne r\u0103pune \u00een conversa\u021bii tihnite\ndar nu relaxante\n\nam \u00eentrebat progresiv tot mai mul\u021bi b\u0103rba\u021bi\ndac\u0103 sunt ok pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce\nalcoolul \u0219i c\u0103ldura \u00eei r\u0103puneau\no stare de abandon \u0219i evitare \u00een\nochii constant negri\nc\u0103ci cine sunt eu s\u0103 primesc r\u0103spunsuri pe\ncare \u0219i ei le caut\u0103\n\nadev\u0103rul e c\u0103 nici nu vreau s\u0103 \u0219tiu\nvreau doar s\u0103 creez un c\u00e2rlig uman\nde care s\u0103 m\u0103 ag\u0103\u021b c\u00e2nd nu cunosc pe nimeni \u00een jur dar\n\u00eemi e greu s\u0103 lubrifiez conversa\u021bii goale\ncu rol de tatonare\n\nspune-mi doar ce te amuz\u0103 \u0219i ce \u00ee\u021bi place \u00een al\u021bii\npoate avem noroc \u0219i suntem la fel 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