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Incertitudinea proceselor m\u0103 salveaz\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103 pierd \u00een nestatornicia oamenilor.\nEvenimentelor moleculare, c\u00e2mpurilor de und\u0103, particulelor plutitoare eu le datorez\nFaptul de a fi \u00een devenirea care m\u0103 sus\u021bine. \u0218i nu mi-e fric\u0103 pentru c\u0103 nu exist\u0103\nNicio trecere \u00een nefiin\u021b\u0103. Doar o revizitare a materiei care rezist\u0103.\nA rezista eternit\u0103\u021bii \u00eemi apare ca proces. A o distruge prin permanen\u021ba procesului t\u0103u de incoeren\u021b\u0103,\nPrin a nu-\u021bi fi fric\u0103 s\u0103 revii \u00een materia care-\u021bi preexist\u0103 \u0219i care te modeleaz\u0103 c\u00e2nd cazi pe\nP\u0103m\u00e2nt din neant. M\u0103 cheam\u0103 Ioan, \u0219i v\u0103 privesc prin liniile mele de asamblare, vorbirea mea-i oarb\u0103 \u0219i viziunea mea-i mut\u0103, ele dou\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc \u00eentr-un non-loc, prin puterea\nDe a se \u00eenf\u0103\u021bi\u0219a luptei. Lupt ca s\u0103 rezist, iar c\u00e2nd nu mai lupt, rezisten\u021ba pe de-o parte dispare\n\u00cen calitatea ei de a rezista, dar r\u0103m\u00e2ne prin acceptarea pierderilor.\nAm pierdut for\u021ba de a activa via\u021b\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd am fost separat, iar cei de care m-am separat\nSau cei care s-au separat de mine, m-au \u00eenjunghiat cu pumnale, cu\u021bite, au aruncat \u00een mine cu sticle, m-au ars la foc fierbinte, \u0219i de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd am ripostat am ajuns s\u0103 m\u0103 sufoc \u0219i\nS\u0103 devin un drac cu propriul corp \u0219i propria minte. Nu mai vreau amintire, \u0219i nu mai vreau senza\u021bii ame\u021bitoare care s\u0103 m\u0103 fac\u0103 s\u0103 scuip lav\u0103 din gur\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 vomit be\u021bi\u0219oare cu cianura care\nA omor\u00e2t pe cei ale\u0219i. Materia rezist\u0103 mai bine dec\u00e2t tine c\u00e2nd e pus\u0103 la \u00eencercare sub stres.\n\u0218i m\u0103re\u021bia \u0219i vraja materiei sunt singurul r\u0103spuns care m\u0103 fac s\u0103 nu m\u0103 simt un \u0219ters c\u00e2nd omul \u00eemi arat\u0103 c\u0103 sunt pre\u0219. Fluctua\u021bia nervurilor cerebrale func\u021bioneaz\u0103 ca o plimbare \u00eenceat\u0103, dar infinit\u0103, prin p\u0103durile tibetane:\nIoan, e\u0219ti devastat, dar ie\u0219i \u0219i atinge un copac. Atinge o floare. Culege o ciuperc\u0103 binef\u0103c\u0103toare \u0219i a\u0219az\u0103-te sub un chiparos ca s\u0103 vezi geometria fractalic\u0103 ce se a\u0219terne pe cer.\nIoan, \u00eendep\u0103rteaz\u0103-te de calorifer \u0219i f\u0103 o baie gol \u00een mare, printre alge \u0219i al\u021bi ocrotitori ai Soarelui-r\u0103sare.\nNu-\u021bi fie fric\u0103 de moarte. E doar o desc\u0103rcare masiv\u0103 de energie. Re\u00eentoarcerea la imprevizibilul haotic care te-a f\u0103cut, \u0219i care te min\u021bi c\u00e2t nu exist\u0103 c\u00e2t \u00eenc\u0103 dai slav\u0103 la con\u0219tiin\u021b\u0103. \u00cens\u0103 orice-i viu poart\u0103 cu sine o con\u0219tiin\u021b\u0103 a sa, Ioan, de ce ai privilegia pe a ta? C\u00e2nd reduci, devii agitat de schemele necunoscute \u0219i incerte, \u0219i te \u00eentorci spre oameni ca spre ni\u0219te r\u0103spunsuri corecte. Nu-s r\u0103i oamenii, dar nici buni. A\u0219a c\u0103 nu te mai \u00eentreba ce r\u0103m\u00e2ne de f\u0103cut. Doar caut\u0103 resurse de regenerare \u0219i de mentenan\u021b\u0103 de la cei \u0219i cele ce \u021bi le pot oferi.\n\u0218i spune-\u021bi nu muri. Pentru c\u0103 nu exist\u0103 moarte, ci doar starea de depravare c\u00e2nd \u00eencerci s\u0103-i faci un portret.\nM\u0103 cheam\u0103 Ioan, \u0219i scriitura asta continu\u0103 care se scrie prin mine, ca un proces de curgere a unei ape, v\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219eaz\u0103. V\u0103 cuprinde cu tentaculele ei curbate, enun\u021burile sunt protezele pentru senin\u0103tate, \u0219i dep\u0103\u0219ire, pentru amplitudine \u0219i rezonan\u021b\u0103.\n\u00cencerc s\u0103 fiu sportiv de anduran\u021b\u0103, \u00een sportul vie\u021bii de-a tr\u0103i. Iar c\u00e2nd m\u0103 accidentez \u0219i nu mai pot s\u0103 alerg, m\u0103car m\u0103 plimb. S\u0103 mergi, doar s\u0103 mergi, e cel mai puternic proces de a nu te min\u021bi.\nNu muri, Ioan, nu muri, c\u0103ci via\u021ba te cheam\u0103 s\u0103-i dai crezare.<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Un poem de Ioan Coroam\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":228,"featured_media":6861,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1536,30],"tags":[1537,1369,888,9],"coauthors":[1522],"class_list":["post-6860","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-box-office-poezia","category-poezie","tag-box-office-poezia","tag-ioan-coroama","tag-nr-11-12-2021","tag-poezie"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/ioan-coroama.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6860","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/228"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6860"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6860\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6866,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6860\/revisions\/6866"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6861"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6860"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6860"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6860"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcoauthors&post=6860"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}