{"id":6823,"date":"2023-02-23T11:37:51","date_gmt":"2023-02-23T08:37:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=6823"},"modified":"2023-02-27T12:46:57","modified_gmt":"2023-02-27T09:46:57","slug":"poeme-de-cristina-ispas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=6823","title":{"rendered":"Poeme de Cristina Ispas"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\"><strong>Introspec\u021bie\n<\/strong>\nOrice vizit\u0103 acas\u0103 a devenit pentru noi dou\u0103 \u0219i un prilej \nde introspec\u021bie.\n\u00centre flor\u0103rie \u0219i cimitir, \u00eentre pia\u021b\u0103 \u0219i cas\u0103,\najut\u00e2ndu-ne mamele singure s\u0103-\u0219i care saco\u0219ele cu ro\u0219ii \u0219i ceap\u0103,\nm\u0103car azi,\nhot\u0103r\u00e2te s\u0103 nu ne enerv\u0103m, tot pe ele, la cafeaua de diminea\u021b\u0103,\ntrecem \u00een revist\u0103 ultimele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni\n\u00een care n-am apucat s\u0103 ne vedem, \u00een ora\u0219ul nostru mare,\ns\u0103p\u0103m expert, pentru explica\u021bii,\n\u00een discursul p\u0103rin\u021bilor, al colegilor de la munc\u0103, \nal societ\u0103\u021bii ve\u0219nic \u00een schimbare.  \n\nCopiii no\u0219tri, \u00eentre timp, se bucur\u0103 de bunicile care-i r\u0103sfa\u021b\u0103\n\u0219i de locul preferat din or\u0103\u0219el, Monumentul Independen\u021bei, \nunde se ca\u021b\u0103r\u0103 ca ni\u0219te p\u0103s\u0103ri bizare,\n\u00een adida\u0219ii lor mari, \u00een tricourile \u021bip\u0103toare, \n\u0219i poart\u0103 propriile lor discu\u021bii. \n\nDoar la plaj\u0103 se simt dezam\u0103gi\u021bi de apa murdar\u0103 \u0219i,\ndup\u0103 ce se chinuie o vreme s\u0103 se joace pe mal,\nun\u0219i cu crem\u0103 din cap p\u00e2n\u0103-n picioare \u0219i cu \u0219epcile for\u021bate pe cap, \nvor acas\u0103.\n\nDun\u0103rea e, \u00eentr-adev\u0103r, plin\u0103 de gunoaie \u0219i miroase ur\u00e2t,\nne taie \u0219i nou\u0103 orice chef de \u00eenot,\ndar peisajul e frumos, s\u0103lbatic, \n\u0219i, mai ales, complet lipsit de memorie. \n\n\u00cei trimitem \u00eentr-o \u201eaventur\u0103\u201d prin p\u0103dure, \ncu buzunarele pline de biscui\u021bi.\n\n***\n\nDiminea\u021ba ne scutur\u0103m de nostalgie \u0219i pornim \u00eenapoi. \nE un drum frumos, care \u00eencepe cu lunca pe dreapta\n\u0219i se continu\u0103 cu satele adunate din sud, pline de copaci fructiferi, \ndeasupra c\u0103rora se \u00eenal\u021b\u0103, ici \u0219i acolo, \ncasele neterminate ale badantelor.\nNici urm\u0103, \u00eens\u0103, de femei \u00een putere,\ndoar b\u0103tr\u00e2ni usca\u021bi, a\u0219eza\u021bi pe b\u0103ncu\u021be la poart\u0103\nsau, mai rar, c\u0103lare pe biciclet\u0103, \n\u00eenaint\u00e2nd prin ar\u0219i\u021b\u0103, imposibil de \u00eencet.\n\n\u00centre sate, miri\u0219ti, \ncodobaturi galbene a\u0219ezate delicat \npe firele \u00eenalte de iarb\u0103 uscat\u0103.  \n\nApoi trecem Oltul, cu plaja lui larg\u0103, \nbuc\u0103\u021bi de oameni care ies de sub umbrele\n\u0219i oameni \u00eentregi st\u00e2nd turce\u0219te \u00een apa mult prea mic\u0103, \nca \u0219i cum ar pluti, \npesc\u0103ru\u0219i \u0219i dou\u0103 lebede \u00een fundal.\n\nNoaptea t\u00e2rziu, \u00eenainte s\u0103 adorm, v\u0103d la \u0219tiri c\u0103 a ars Geraiul,\nun adev\u0103rat col\u021b de rai pentru p\u0103s\u0103ri, \u00eentre Dun\u0103re \u0219i Olt.\n\u00centind imediat m\u00e2na s\u0103 caut telefonul pe m\u0103su\u021b\u0103.\nArde sudul, mi-a scris deja prietena mea pe Whatsapp.\nAm v\u0103zut, \u00eei r\u0103spund, \u0219i a\u0219tept s\u0103 v\u0103d dac\u0103 mai scrie ea ceva,\npentru c\u0103 eu nu \u0219tiu ce altceva s\u0103 mai spun.\n\n\u201eNoapte bun\u0103\u201d, citesc, dup\u0103 un timp.\n\n\n\u2003\n<strong>Salata\n<\/strong>\nM\u00e2ncam o salat\u0103, prietena mea \u00ee\u0219i comandase bruschete \nun platou divers, cu ro\u0219ii, br\u00e2nz\u0103&amp;m\u0103rar, somon \u0219i vinete\ncopiii se jucau printre mese. \n\u00cen mijlocul terasei cre\u0219tea un tei\nrupeau frunze din el \nse pref\u0103ceau c\u0103 le m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103 cu poft\u0103.\n\nIeri, c\u00e2nd vorbeam pe speaker,\n\u00een timp ce \u00eencropeam am\u00e2ndou\u0103 masa de pr\u00e2nz,\ncu laptopurile de la munc\u0103 \u00een a\u0219teptare \n(al meu pe frigider, al ei pe cuptorul cu microunde)  \n\u00eei spuneam aceleia\u0219i prietene c\u00e2t de mult \u00eei admir energia, \ntoate lucrurile pe care le face, pentru ea \u0219i ceilal\u021bi,\ndar ea protesta, \n\u00eemi spunea c\u0103, \u00een realitate, e doar haotic\u0103. \u0218i fuge de probleme. \n\u00cen schimb, \u00ee\u0219i dore\u0219te s\u0103 fie mai mult ca mine, \nechilibrat\u0103, cu mintea foarte limpede.  \nAm r\u00e2s \u0219i i-am spus c\u0103 nu eram deloc a\u0219a, \neu nu fugeam de probleme, era adev\u0103rat,\n\u00een schimb m\u00e2ncam haotic, doar s\u0103 le fac fa\u021b\u0103. \n\n \u201eNu e\u0219ti (niciodat\u0103) chiar acolo, \u00een punctul critic,\nnu e\u0219ti tu asta, e doar o faz\u0103\u201d, \niat\u0103 cu ce m\u0103 mint eu, i-am spus. \n\n\u201eNu e\u0219ti tu de vin\u0103, e mizeria asta de via\u021b\u0103\u201d, \nmi-a p\u0103strat ea tonalitatea.\n\nApoi mi-am amintit cum m\u0103 privisem \u00een oglind\u0103,\n\u00eenainte s\u0103 plec de-acas\u0103, \nc\u00e2nd \u00eencercam s\u0103-mi g\u0103sesc ceva de \u00eembr\u0103cat.\nDin ce \u00een ce mai mare \u0219i mai pierdut\u0103.\n\nPrietena mea \u0219i-a comandat un gin tonic,\n\u0219i-a mai aprins o \u021bigar\u0103. S\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na trecut\u0103 era pe IQOS\nacum fumeaz\u0103 din nou \u021big\u0103ri adev\u0103rate. Pare relaxat\u0103.\n\n\u00cei cer un fum \u0219i \u00eemi \u00eentinde pachetul s\u0103 iau una \u00eentreag\u0103,\ndar n-am timp s\u0103 fac nimic cu ea,\npentru c\u0103 Natalia \u00eencepe s\u0103 urle \n\u0219i eu sar din scaun, s\u0103 v\u0103d ce are: \no mic\u0103 zg\u00e2rietur\u0103 \u00een palma murdar\u0103.  \nO cur\u0103\u021b, \u00eei aplic un plasture cu elef\u0103n\u021bel, \n\u0219i o privesc cum alearg\u0103, fericit\u0103, \u00eenapoi la prietenul ei.\n\nApoi, din senin, \u00eencep s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00een salat\u0103. \n\n\u2003\n<strong>Schimb\u0103ri\n<\/strong>\nR\u0103d\u0103cinile copacului ie\u0219iser\u0103 mult \u00een afar\u0103\nam s\u0103pat sub ele \u0219i acolo ne-am f\u0103cut culcu\u0219, copiii dup\u0103-amiezei, \n\u00eenarma\u021bi cu be\u021be pentru c\u00e2ini \u0219i pra\u0219tii pentru grauri,\nr\u0103zboinici mai mult \u00een teorie. \nAveam \u0219i c\u00e2te ceva de m\u00e2ncare: \nmiez de nuc\u0103 \u00eentr-un borcan cu capac, \nmere mici \u0219i zb\u00e2rcite, \nstruguri negri, cu boabe m\u0103runte,\n\u0219i o sticl\u0103 cu ap\u0103 \u00eendulcit\u0103.\n\nAduseser\u0103m acolo \u0219i o bucat\u0103 rupt\u0103 de pre\u0219,\no \u0219a veche de biciclet\u0103, cu pielea cr\u0103pat\u0103,\nde care ne sprijineam pe r\u00e2nd capul,\nun vechi f\u00e2\u0219 de ploaie, din care rupeam f\u00e2\u0219ii pentru steaguri,\n\u0219i o carte f\u0103r\u0103 coperte. \n\nEra \u00eenc\u0103 var\u0103, anotimpul pe care \u00eel po\u021bi cel mai u\u0219or\nconfunda cu eternitatea,\n\u00een care p\u0103rin\u021bii \u0219i ambi\u021biile lor pentru noi\nni se p\u0103reau mai \u00eendep\u0103rtate ca niciodat\u0103.\n\n\u0218i eram singuri pe tot c\u00e2mpul.\nRar se mai auzea \u021b\u00e2r\u00e2itul c\u00e2te unei biciclete, \npe drumul ascuns.\n\nOdat\u0103 cu toamna, \nmul\u021bi dintre noi aveau s\u0103 migreze spre luminile ora\u0219ului\n\u0219i cu to\u021bii urma s\u0103 ne \u00eentoarcem la \u0219coal\u0103,\ndar p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci \u00eenv\u0103\u021bam de la broasc\u0103 \ncum s\u0103 s\u0103rim \u00een b\u0103l\u021bi,\ndiscutam ca p\u0103s\u0103rile, \u00een copaci,\nmo\u021b\u0103iam \u00eentin\u0219i pe banc\u0103, la soare, ca pisicile,\n\u0219i ne \u00eengropam \u201ecomorile\u201d \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt,\ncum \u00ee\u0219i \u00eengropau uneori c\u00e2inii satului c\u00e2te un os.\n\nApoi, pur \u0219i simplu, \u201ecomorile\u201d aveau s\u0103 devin\u0103 complexe, \ndorin\u021be ascunse \u0219i secrete,\n\u0219tiam deja asta, oric\u00e2t ne-am fi pref\u0103cut c\u0103 nu,\n\u0219i vara \u00eens\u0103\u0219i avea s\u0103 devin\u0103 un anotimp gr\u0103bit, efemer, \nde nerecunoscut.\n \n\n\u2003\n<strong>\u00cen cartier\n<\/strong>\nE secet\u0103, planeta se sufoc\u0103, \npandemia n-a plecat nici ea de tot \u0219i, \nde c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni,\na \u00eenceput r\u0103zboiul \u00een Ucraina. \nOamenii din pia\u021b\u0103 \u0219i-au abandonat vechile subiecte:\npensiile, pre\u021bul la alimente, diferitele boli, schimburile de re\u021bete\n\u0219i au \u00eenceput s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 despre Rusia lui Putin. \nDespre ucraineni \u0219i NATO, conspira\u021bii, eroi \u0219i rezisten\u021b\u0103,\ndespre arme. \nO nou\u0103 sclipire a ap\u0103rut \u00een ochii alba\u0219tri, sp\u0103l\u0103ci\u021bi,\nai vecinului meu de la doi, care sufer\u0103 de Alzheimer. \nDespre arme \u00ee\u0219i aminte\u0219te bine \u0219i el, din armat\u0103. \n\nEu eram cu Natalia, f\u0103cuser\u0103m un ocol s\u0103 l\u0103s\u0103m \nplasticul, sticlele \u0219i h\u00e2rtia la centrul de colectare,\niar acum mergeam s\u0103 cump\u0103r\u0103m carioci \u0219i p\u0103trunjel.  \nLa stop, un b\u0103rbat doar \u00een pulover, de\u0219i era frig, \ncu dou\u0103 p\u00e2ini care nu-i \u00eenc\u0103peau bine \u00een pung\u0103, \na alergat cu pa\u0219i mari \u0219i a prins din urm\u0103 un soldat \nde la unitatea de peste drum,\nun b\u0103iat blond, micu\u021b, care tocmai \u00ee\u0219i cump\u0103rase o shaorma.\nL-a atins pe um\u0103r \u0219i, c\u00e2nd s-a \u00eentors,\nl-a \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 o s\u0103 fie r\u0103zboi. \nPu\u0219tiul, care purta o masc\u0103 roz, a dat din cap c\u0103 nu.   \n\n\u00cenapoi acas\u0103, Natalia \u0219i-a \u00eenceput proiectul la \u0219tiin\u021be \nSalveaz\u0103 mediul \u0219i fii eco!\niar eu am reaprins focul sub oal\u0103. \n\nDe fapt, dac\u0103 stau s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc mai bine, \nvia\u021ba \u00een cartierul nostru nu s-a schimbat prea mult.\nMai mul\u021bi solda\u021bi str\u0103ini pot fi v\u0103zu\u021bi, zilnic, la coad\u0103 la Zeina Kebap,\n\u0219i un copil care vorbe\u0219te o limb\u0103 complet nou\u0103 a ap\u0103rut \u00een parc,\n\u00eempreun\u0103 cu mama \u0219i bunica lui,\ndar \u00een rest suntem aceia\u0219i oameni.\n\nLa tarabe erau acelea\u0219i v\u00e2nz\u0103toare,\ntipul care alearg\u0103 chiar acum, gras \u0219i obosit, \npe sub fereastra mea, e acela\u0219i de ieri\n\u0219i chiar \u0219i pe domnul Pulover l-am mai v\u0103zut.\n\nCiorba mi-a ie\u0219it bun\u0103,\niar desenul Nataliei, pe care mi l-a adus la buc\u0103t\u0103rie s\u0103-l v\u0103d,\ne \u0219i el reu\u0219it:\nun vapor negru, plin cu gunoaie, \nc\u0103ruia i-a ata\u0219at \u0219i o pereche de aripi,\nplute\u0219te pe o ap\u0103 mare, albastr\u0103 \u0219i foarte curat\u0103. \n\nMai sunt \u0219i ni\u0219te submarine, \u00eemi spune ea, \n\u00een timp ce alunec\u0103 cu lingura prin ciorb\u0103, \nevit\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi pun\u0103, deocamdat\u0103, \u00eentreb\u0103ri. 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