{"id":4796,"date":"2022-06-21T18:43:46","date_gmt":"2022-06-21T15:43:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=4796"},"modified":"2022-06-21T18:43:51","modified_gmt":"2022-06-21T15:43:51","slug":"resursa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=4796","title":{"rendered":"Resursa"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\"><strong>Eu sunt anii \u201970<\/strong>\r\n\r\nabia prin var\u0103 am putut dezvolta\r\nefectul ultimei noastre zile \r\n\u00eempreun\u0103 \u0219i nimeni\r\nn-a vrut s\u0103-i publice\r\nconcluziile;\r\nforma supl\u0103\r\na unui dezastru\r\ncu s\u00e2ni amputa\u021bi; \r\n\r\nc\u00e2nd m\u0103 suni \u0219i acuzi, \u00ee\u021bi citesc un poem.\r\nce po\u021bi opune\r\nunui poem? \r\nce-i vei trimite s\u0103 sparg\u0103?\r\ns\u0103 creeze tu\u0219e de culoare\r\npe suprafa\u021ba unei pieli ultragiate?\r\ns\u0103-\u0219i fac\u0103 peniten\u021be?\r\n\r\naici nu e polifonie sau dracul. eu\r\nsunt cineva care \u0219tie s\u0103 capituleze.\r\n\u00een toate r\u0103zboaiele \u00een care am luptat\r\na r\u0103sunat, prea cur\u00e2nd, balada \u00eenvinsului.\r\nscriu tot ca un supradotat, reflectez la\r\ndesp\u0103r\u021birea de aisbergul demnit\u0103\u021bii. \r\n\r\nrecuno\u0219ti golul din jurul t\u0103u, c\u00e2nd plonjezi\r\n\u00een apa rece, dar \r\ncum recuno\u0219ti un spa\u021biu supra-aglomerat? \r\n\r\nspa\u021biul supra-aglomerat e albia niciodat\u0103 seac\u0103\r\na contamin\u0103rii. \r\n\r\nm\u0103 frapeaz\u0103\r\nasem\u0103narea cu texte pe care le scriu \u0219i, f\u0103c\u00e2nd asta, le condamn\r\ns\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 pe veci exerci\u021bii. obliga\u021bia s\u0103 \u00eempar\u021bi \r\nformulare pentru o cauz\u0103 bun\u0103,\r\n\u201e\u00eenva\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 speri\u201d,\r\n\u0219i totu\u0219i, ce menghin\u0103 perfect\u0103,\r\nce arabesc al capcanei.\r\n\r\nde c\u00e2te ori trec pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 oameni ca voi \r\n\u00eemi imaginez c\u0103 spectrele lor\r\nvor popula liceul seral\r\nla care voi fi distribuit\u0103 \u00een iad;\r\ncu aceea\u0219i lec\u021bie\r\ndin Slavici \r\no s\u0103 pl\u0103tesc \r\n\u00een bani grei, \u00eensemna\u021bi, \r\n\u201etoate p\u0103catele mele\u201d. \r\n\r\nne vom vedea\r\nmai mult \u0219i mai des\r\nde 24 de ore \u00eensumate (eu a\u0219a calculez).\r\n\r\ndesprinde-te de r\u0103ul pe care ni l-am provocat reciproc,\r\nunul dintre noi a fost guma de mestecat,\r\ncel\u0103lalt, \u00eenc\u0103l\u021b\u0103mintea de gum\u0103.\r\n\u2003\r\n\n\r\n<strong>Sudul<\/strong> \r\n\r\nau trecut zece ani \u0219i Sudul\r\n\r\nnivelat de Penny Markets\r\n\u0219i\r\nbenzin\u0103rii f\u0103r\u0103 st\u0103p\u00e2n\r\n\r\nnu mai e\r\nmagma de posibilit\u0103\u021bi,\r\nmitologia\r\n\r\nprin care m\u0103 plimbam\r\ncu unghiile roase p\u00e2n\u0103-n carne\r\npe hart\u0103,\r\n\r\nai remarcat tot ce merita remarcat\r\n\r\n\u00eentre fetele frumoase din\r\nora\u0219ele lui compas\r\n\r\n(s\u0103 fi fost v\u0103zut\u0103 de tine\r\n\u0219i s\u0103 nu \u0219tiu:\r\n\r\ns\u0103 fii v\u0103zut\u0103 de tine e s\u0103 por\u021bi\r\ncununa de spini a unui concurs de miss\r\ndin tran\u0219eele r\u0103zboaielor nev\u0103zute care se dau\r\npe toate coordonatele lumii.)\r\n\r\nnu mai doare urgen\u021ba din\r\nfrumuse\u021bea c\u00e2mpiilor\r\n\r\nla care m-am \u00eenchinat\r\nca cineva lipsit de frumuse\u021be,\r\n\r\nimpostor,\r\ncre\u0219tin nebotezat a\u0219tept\u00e2nd sf\u00e2nta\r\n\u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219anie, alungat\r\nc\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i dezv\u0103luie\r\nca pe un cap ple\u0219uv, iradiat,\r\nidentitatea originar\u0103;\r\n\r\nnu mai caut logica sintax\u0103\r\ndin germana\r\nc\u00e2mpiilor, pe care tu o vorbeai\r\n\r\ncu fluen\u021ba care mi-a lipsit \u00een\r\ndialectele p\u0103durilor \u0219i\r\nfrumuse\u021bea de verb neregulat a\r\n\r\nmun\u021bilor,\r\n\r\nam fost dislexic, un anti-natural,\r\n\r\n\u0219tiin\u021ba mea limitat\u0103 cade mereu\r\ndintr-un pat supra-etajat\r\npe podeaua murdar\u0103 a b\u00e2rfei.\r\n\r\nvin din \r\n\u201emirosul miilor de Shalimar-uri impregn\u00e2ndu-se, strat dup\u0103 strat, \u00een catifeaua scaunelor\u201d\r\n\r\n\u0219i m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la tine cu un creier vechi, exponatul,\r\n\r\nultimul dintr-o lume mediocr\u0103 \u0219i cald\u0103,\r\n\r\ndespre veri de 40 de grade celsius\r\nechilibrate de locuri la umbr\u0103\r\n\u00een spectrele marilor catedrale,\r\n\r\ninvers deporta\u021bi,\r\naltera\u021bi de ambi\u021bie, nu \u0219i de tot ce\r\ndoar corpul, ca o barier\u0103 cobor\u00e2t\u0103\r\npeste noaptea de mai,\r\n\u00een a\u0219teptarea unui tren deviat,\r\nne-mpiedicase s\u0103 facem,\r\n\r\nne-am \u00eentors la locul faptei\r\n\r\ncu luntrea putred\u0103 a unui vis (\u0219tiu, \u0219tiu!),\r\n\r\ne t\u00e2rziu, \u00een ce competi\u021bii\r\ns\u0103 ne mai \u00eent\u00e2lnim?\r\n\r\n\u00eentre timp, ne-am terminat \u0218colile.\r\n\u2003\r\n\n\u2003\r\n<strong>\u021aara mea \u00een care prietenia<\/strong>\r\n\r\nam uitat c\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba unui poet peisajul e feminin, material de thriller,\r\n\u00eenvine\u021bit suspect sub reflectoare \u0219i gol. \r\n\r\n\u201ei promise you anything\u201d, dar toate promsiunile tale sunt \u00een viitor, \r\npe osatura unui co\u0219mar: n-ai bani la tine \u0219i trebuie s\u0103 pl\u0103te\u0219ti\r\no consuma\u021bie veche de 3 milioane de ani.\r\n\r\n\u201edon t want to fool my self anymore\u201d, dar o s\u0103 te mai p\u0103c\u0103le\u0219ti\r\nde c\u00e2teva sute de ori\r\np\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ajungi la crema de lapte \u0219i pielea de ghete \u0219i pielea de lapte\r\nsub care fierbi o cafea din boabe proasp\u0103t m\u0103cinate,\r\nla execu\u021bii anun\u021bate din timp\r\nimitatio C., poezie tatuat\u0103 pe spate \u0219i cruce\r\ncondus\u0103 la scar\u0103, Fecioar\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103rcat\u0103 electric, coboar\u0103!\r\n\r\n\u00een filme n-au grani\u021be, prietenii blocate \u00eentre etaje,\r\nnoi le-am pus pe-ale noastre \r\n\r\nde mult. \r\n\r\nn-am fugit, te ascult, \r\n\u021bara mea \u00een care prietenia e moft\r\njustificat de rutina unor be\u021bivi,\r\nblan\u0103 pre\u021bioas\u0103\r\ntratat\u0103 invaziv\r\nde plo\u0219ni\u021be \u0219i rude sc\u0103p\u0103tate, \u0219i sub carcas\u0103, inima, \r\nconversa\u021bie\r\n\u00eenceput\u0103 ca prieteni la bar, terminat\u0103\r\n\u00een pat, tic-tac, vulnerabili mai degrab\u0103 dec\u00e2t vulgari, \r\nhr\u0103nind la s\u00e2n animale protejate... \r\n\r\npathosul nevoii de dragoste se desface singur din \r\nliteratur\u0103, \r\ncu gustul de metal,\r\n\u0219i ochii floare de bumbac\r\n\u0219i via\u021ba gur\u0103 de canal\r\ndin zorii zilei de salariu.\r\n\r\nam fost m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103... s\u0103 stai cu mine e\r\ns\u0103 stai pe locurile din spate, \u00eentr-un autocar\r\nplin cu oameni care \u0219i-au pierdut locurile de munc\u0103,\r\n\r\no depresie ne\u00eentrerupt\u0103, \r\n\r\nca \u0219i cum \r\nniciodat\u0103 \r\n\r\nn-ai a\u0219tepta\r\ns\u0103 prime\u0219ti restul, dar cine a\u0219teapt\u0103?\r\n\r\n\u0219i viitorul e o barc\u0103 spart\u0103,\r\nciorap neted tras peste fa\u021ba de doliu\r\nla banc\u0103...\r\n\r\ndesecrat \u0219i p\u0103r\u0103sit ca o locuin\u021b\u0103 social\u0103,\r\npe rutele f\u0103r\u0103 sc\u0103pare\r\ndintre ora\u0219e montane \u0219i centre comerciale,\r\n\r\nsufletul mi-a fost rupt \u00een b\u0103taie.\r\n\r\n<em>s\u0103 te tot treze\u0219ti din be\u021bie\r\n\u00een poemele tale...<\/em>\r\n\r\n\n\n<strong>To\u021bi banii din lume<\/strong>\r\n\r\nsunt din prima genera\u021bie de arti\u0219ti\r\ncare nu se sfiesc\r\ns\u0103 recunoasc\u0103, nediscriminatoriu, \r\ncu u\u0219oare, dac\u0103 nu \r\n\r\numilitoare\r\n\r\nmi\u0219c\u0103ri din bazin, c\u0103-\u0219i doresc\r\nto\u021bi banii din lume.\r\n\r\nd\u0103-\u021bi jos masca din bumbac a ipocriziei\r\nla care ai sp\u0103lat \u0219i ai tot sp\u0103lat, dar reclam\u0103\r\ntot supa instant, e\u0219ecurile economiei,\r\n\r\n\u021bine pentru tine\r\nsimptomele care te \u00eengrijorau,\r\n\r\nsunt boli \u0219i boli \u0219i banii\r\ncare parc\u0103 trec pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine,\r\n\r\noportunit\u0103\u021bile s\u0103-i v\u0103d\r\nla al\u021bii \u00eemi desfac\r\n(ca pe cus\u0103tura unei haine de-nchiriat) \r\ncontractul cu acest simulacru: ei explic\u0103 necesitatea \r\nca \u00eentre noi\r\ns\u0103 existe o distan\u021b\u0103 ne\u00eentrerupt\u0103, strident\u0103, \r\niar mi\u0219c\u0103rile lor trec \r\nde la promisiuni senzuale la \r\nlini\u0219tea c\u0103 e cineva, la final, de care s\u0103 depinzi pentru\r\nlingura cu ciorb\u0103\r\nfierbinte.\r\n\r\n\u0219i serpentinele spre \r\nmari cartiere\r\n\u00een care se l\u00e2nceze\u0219te\r\npe verande, cu piscine \u00eentre\u021binute\r\n\u0219i iazuri murdare, ne-ndeas\u0103 batista cu formol\r\n\u00een gur\u0103, \u021bi-e ru\u0219ine\r\ns\u0103 admi\u021bi \u00een clasa ta de reu\u0219ite\r\nun \u201enumai bine\u201d, de la prima rela\u021bie\r\np\u00e2n\u0103 la slujba care te pune pe c\u00e2ntar,\r\nca pe o inim\u0103 bun\u0103 \u00een iadul egiptean, azi\r\n\r\nministerul audien\u021belor infinite, \r\n\r\nte-ai preg\u0103tit pentru\r\nextraordinar\r\n\u0219i pentru to\u021bi banii care ard pe jar\r\nfricile tale de obicei mocnite. \r\n\r\n(...)\r\nau fost ani de dou\u0103 stele jumate\r\n\u0219i ani de cinci \u0219i locuri \u00een care ne-am sim\u021bit \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103.\r\nacele zile, W., c\u00e2nd te priveam\r\nca pe s\u0103biile care p\u0103zesc comori\r\n\u0219i aveam\r\n\r\nto\u021bi banii din lume.\r\n\r<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Eu sunt anii \u201970 abia prin var\u0103 am putut dezvolta efectul ultimei noastre zile \u00eempreun\u0103 \u0219i nimeni n-a vrut s\u0103-i publice concluziile; forma supl\u0103 a unui dezastru cu s\u00e2ni amputa\u021bi; c\u00e2nd m\u0103 suni \u0219i acuzi, \u00ee\u021bi citesc un poem. ce po\u021bi opune unui poem? ce-i vei trimite s\u0103 sparg\u0103? s\u0103 creeze tu\u0219e de culoare pe suprafa\u021ba unei pieli ultragiate? s\u0103-\u0219i fac\u0103 peniten\u021be? aici nu e polifonie sau dracul. eu sunt cineva care \u0219tie s\u0103 capituleze. \u00een toate r\u0103zboaiele \u00een care am luptat a r\u0103sunat, prea cur\u00e2nd, balada \u00eenvinsului. scriu tot ca un supradotat, reflectez la desp\u0103r\u021birea de aisbergul demnit\u0103\u021bii. recuno\u0219ti<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":163,"featured_media":4797,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[30],"tags":[1024,1057,723],"coauthors":[],"class_list":["post-4796","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezie","tag-nr-2-3-2022","tag-olga-stefan","tag-poeme"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/Olga_Stefan-1.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4796","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/163"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4796"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4796\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4798,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4796\/revisions\/4798"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4797"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4796"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4796"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4796"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcoauthors&post=4796"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}