{"id":4615,"date":"2022-06-09T21:38:11","date_gmt":"2022-06-09T18:38:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=4615"},"modified":"2022-06-09T21:38:17","modified_gmt":"2022-06-09T18:38:17","slug":"clipe-de-carantina-in-atelierul-cobaiului-ganzfeld","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=4615","title":{"rendered":"Clipe de Carantin\u0103 \u00een Atelierul Cobaiului Ganzfeld"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse has-text-align-center\">XVIII.\r\n\r\nde data aceasta, suntem nu numai salvatori, \r\nci \u0219i capcane\r\npe un c\u00e2mp de \u00eenfruntare omniprezent\r\n\u00een r\u0103zboiul m\u0103\u0219tilor:\r\nodat\u0103 cu aceast\u0103 traum\u0103 evanghelic\u0103\r\n deopotriv\u0103 generat\u0103 de virus\r\ndar \u0219i de criza tehnologiei\r\nse va \u00eentrerupe cutuma de a fi viu\r\ncinic\r\n\u0219i plictisit de pr\u0103bu\u0219irea b\u0103tr\u00e2nului occident \u2013\r\nreligia, autoritatea \u0219i tradi\u021bia simbolurilor\r\nse topesc \u00eentr-o nou\u0103 coeren\u021b\u0103\r\nr\u0103s\u0103ritul de soare nu mai e ro\u0219u, ci \r\ngalben opiu pentru marele Palat mondial de var\u0103 \r\nal virusului\r\n\r\nfilosofia \u0219i vaccinul\r\nplus imunitatea de turm\u0103\r\nte fac s\u0103 fii mai pu\u021bin sceptic\r\ndar parc\u0103 mai credincios, chiar religios\r\nde\u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 suficient de iconoclast:   \r\ns\u0103 facem mai mult r\u0103u\r\nca s\u0103 putem n\u0103d\u0103jdui la mai mult bine\r\nc\u0103ci unde sporesc p\u0103catul \u0219i moartea\r\nva spori \u0219i harul\r\n-\tc\u00e2\u021bi pa\u0219i sunt p\u00e2n\u0103 la \u021bara\r\ncelor f\u0103r\u0103 chipuri?\r\n-\tc\u00e2t de ad\u00e2nc\u0103 e apa\r\n\u00een care scufund\u00e2ndu-se\r\ncorpul t\u0103u \u00ee\u0219i pierde nu numai greutatea\r\ndar \u0219i forma\r\n\u0219i amintirile amniotice?\r\n-\tc\u00e2t de mult ai uitat\r\ndin tot ceea ce ai \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat la \u0219coal\u0103\r\na\u0219a \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 te po\u021bi salva numai prin instinctele\r\nce men\u021bin o insul\u0103 la suprafa\u021b\u0103\r\n\u0219i suficient de \u00eendep\u0103rtat\u0103 de demolatori?\r\n\r\nimportant nu este doar s\u0103 fii viu\r\nc\u00e2t s\u0103 po\u021bi \u00eendrepta orbii \u00eenspre \u021b\u0103rm:\r\ndac\u0103 nu vorbesc, ei nici nu mint\r\ndac\u0103 nu v\u0103d, ei nici nu pot tr\u0103da,\r\ndac\u0103 nu aud, ei nici nu pot c\u00e2nta,\r\niar atunci, danseaz\u0103 \u0219i flutur\u0103 aripile \u2013\r\nveghe de campadur\u0103\r\n\r\n\u021bi-ai pus dorin\u021ba de a supravie\u021bui coronavirusului\r\nca s\u0103 \u00eencepi s\u0103 ai un sens \r\nprintre to\u021bi cei ce au murit \r\ntopi\u021bi \u00een lupta cu el \u2013 \r\ndac\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i doar \u00een apostazie \r\n\u0219i se pare c\u0103 gropni\u021ba lor \r\nse \u00eentinde p\u00e2n\u0103 la tine \r\nca o falie imens\u0103 \r\nce te va \u00eenghi\u021bi\r\n\r\n\u0219i dintr-o dat\u0103\r\n\u00ee\u021bi aminte\u0219ti scrisoarea \u00eenchis\u0103 \u00een sticl\u0103\r\n\u0219i aruncat\u0103 \u00een ocean la moartea ta\r\nce vie e\u0219ti la ie\u0219irea cuvintelor de sub tutela fiin\u021bei! :\r\nc\u0103ci viu e\u0219ti atunci\r\nc\u00e2nd prin acela\u0219i por\r\ns\u00e2ngerezi \u0219i respiri\r\nsingur\r\nlent orbind\r\n\u00eenafara \u0219i \u00een\u0103untrul\r\nunui ochi de furtun\u0103 -\r\nca \u0219i cum ai fi tu propria lumin\u0103 \u0219i propriul \u00eentuneric\r\nla p\u00e2nd\u0103\r\n\r\nnu te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti c\u0103 e mai simplu s\u0103 fii\r\ndec\u00e2t s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 exi\u0219ti doar pentru a sim\u021bi\r\npic\u0103tura de cear\u0103 hr\u0103nind\r\ncorola ce \u00eenflore\u0219te sub piele\r\n\r\nnu-\u021bi aminte\u0219ti dec\u00e2t mirosul\r\nde lemn vechi al podului\r\nunde citeai pe s\u0103turate c\u0103r\u021bile vechi\r\niar aceast\u0103 perfuzie te \u021bine \u00een via\u021b\u0103\r\nprecum cuvintele limbii materne\r\n\r\nviu e\u0219ti atunci c\u00e2nd\r\nprin acela\u0219i ochi\r\nvezi ceea ce se vede\r\n\u0219i ceea ce nu se vede,\r\nca \u0219i cum nu ai mai fi\r\n\r\n\r\nXVII.\r\n\r\nun poet\r\nun poet adev\u0103rat\r\nun vizionar cu o mie de m\u0103\u0219ti\r\n\u0219i cu imunitate fa\u021b\u0103 de sceptrul regilor, el are\r\ngeniul de a prefigura artistic periferiile\r\nenergia st\u0103rilor de triste\u021be, de medita\u021bie, de anxietate -\r\nel \u0219tie c\u0103 omul frumos este o fiin\u021b\u0103 zbuciumat\u0103\r\nchipul poetului e br\u0103zdat de arsuri\r\nla fel cum p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de frontiere -\r\nochii poetului devin cenu\u0219a lumilor presim\u021bite\r\nprivind intens o vedenie\r\nmiraj\r\ndup\u0103 o vreme te r\u0103t\u0103ce\u0219ti \u00een de\u0219ertul alb\r\nla fel cum\r\ndup\u0103 ce prive\u0219ti mult \u00een oglind\u0103\r\nmintea ta imagineaz\u0103 chipuri de\r\nmon\u0219tri \u0219i de fantome -\r\nefectul troxler\r\nsau apocalipsa imaginarului c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i atac\u0103\r\nautorul\r\ndup\u0103 care \u00eei fur\u0103 timpul biografic\r\n\u0219i \u00eel las\u0103 prad\u0103 timpului istoric\r\n\r\na fi contemporan cu o pandemie\r\na fi alpinist prin haos \u00een abisurile de timp\r\na fi victima unui nou curent artistic\r\na fi primul exemplar uman respins de coronavirus\r\nsau noua fric\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba capodoperei\r\n\r\nnumai craniile nu poart\u0103 semnul omega melancolic\r\njudecata \u0219i marele ghe\u021bar se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc\r\npe interfa\u021ba serenit\u0103\u021bii\r\n\r\n\r\nXVI.\r\n\r\n\u00een tot acest timp\r\npetrecut \u00een celul\u0103\r\nm-am crezut pas\u0103re \u0219i m-am zdrobit\r\nadesea de pere\u021bi\r\ndorind s\u0103 survolez din nou \u00eendep\u0103rtata lume -\r\ncu ochii acoperi\u021bi \u0219i cu oasele din ce \u00een ce\r\nmai u\u0219oare\r\nvisam c\u0103 zbor \u0219i \u00eencercam s\u0103 levitez,\r\nm\u0103 \u00een\u0103l\u021bam deasupra c\u0103r\u021bilor\r\nle trezeam din somn\r\nle apropiam de fa\u021ba mea, le miroseam \u0219i\r\nle f\u0103ceam respira\u021bie gur\u0103 la gur\u0103, le vorbeam\r\n\u0219i le dezv\u0103luiam\r\nsecretele mele de pas\u0103re marin\u0103,\r\nle luam pe r\u00e2nd \u00een pat, s\u0103-\u0219i doarm\u0103 cu mine\r\nsomnul de liberum arbitrium\r\npe pern\u0103, l\u00e2ng\u0103 motan \u0219i l\u00e2ng\u0103\r\nun gr\u0103unte de t\u0103m\u00e2ie:\r\n-\tnoroc c\u0103 nu ne-au impus \u0219i fa\u021b\u0103 de c\u0103r\u021bi\r\no distan\u021b\u0103 fizic\u0103 de supravie\u021buire!\r\n\r\nmai t\u00e2rziu, camera mea de carantin\u0103\r\na ren\u0103scut f\u0103r\u0103 mine,\r\nlocul descoperit de arheologi\r\nera plin de oase de p\u0103s\u0103ri, de cranii\r\nmici de albatro\u0219i,\r\ncormorani, acvile, cocori,\r\nplin de ciocuri,\r\nde nervuri ale penelor\r\nc\u0103zute din aripile lor curajoase:\r\np\u0103s\u0103rile au vrut s\u0103 treac\u0103 prin zid\r\npentru mine \u2013\r\n\r\np\u0103s\u0103rile din vis\r\nflota de cor\u0103bii \u00eenc\u0103rcate cu gustul de libertate\r\nal c\u0103r\u021bilor l\u00e2ng\u0103 care vezi zbura,\r\nvei \u0219i muri la un moment dat,\r\ndar vei muri foarte pu\u021bin,\r\npentru c\u0103 va ap\u0103rea vaccinul\r\ncare este tot o form\u0103 de \u00een\u021belepciune:\r\nmai bine s\u0103 fii nefericit \r\ndec\u00e2t s\u0103 nu fii nimic\r\n\r\nasta te poate \u00eentoarce din drum\r\nc\u0103ci p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i poe\u021bii limbilor moarte \r\nrevin la via\u021b\u0103 \r\ndin c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd \r\npentru o pantomim\u0103 despre stiluri \u2013 \r\n\u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, ai g\u0103sit \u00een c\u0103mar\u0103\r\nborcanul cu dulcea\u021b\u0103 de cire\u0219e amare \u0219i cu\r\nsemin\u021be de m\u00e2hnire rumenit\u0103 \u00een epifanie: \r\ngustul naturii, Dumnezeul\r\nsim\u021burilor recuperate prin suferin\u021b\u0103\r\n\r\n\r\nXV.\r\n\r\n-\tarat\u0103-te, a\u0219a cum ai vrea s\u0103 fii\r\ndac\u0103 te-ai mai na\u0219te o dat\u0103! \u2013 \r\nfeminitatea este o stare de a\u0219teptare\r\np\u00e2nda maturiz\u0103rii s\u00e2nilor\r\na\u0219teptarea s\u00e2ngelui \r\nintui\u021bia adev\u0103rului, \r\ncerebralitate prin slujirea \r\nciclurilor universului, \r\nc\u0103l\u0103toria etern\u0103 a omului prin copiii s\u0103i, \r\nprin micile planete de povar\u0103 \u2013 \r\n\r\na\u0219teptarea unui diagnostic: \r\nnu feminitatea vizual\u0103 este irosit\u0103 \r\nci partea cea mai dinamic\u0103 \r\na speciei omene\u0219ti, \r\nevadat\u0103  \r\ndin prezentul neclintit \r\n \r\nfeminitatea angelic\u0103 \r\n\u0219i armonioasele \u00eencle\u0219t\u0103ri \r\npentru supravie\u021buirea prin limbaje inteligente:\r\n\r\n-\tpisicile din camerele de izolare\r\nfiin\u021be umane filosofice\r\n-\tp\u0103s\u0103rile s\u0103lbatice\r\nfiin\u021be umane metaforice, aduc\u00e2ndu-\u021bi aminte\r\nde intui\u021bia lui L\u00e9vi-Strauss\r\n-\tc\u00e2inii de companie\r\nfiin\u021be umane metonimice\r\n-\tomenii lua\u021bi ostatici de angoasa global\u0103\r\nfiin\u021be umane experimentale\r\n\r\nbucurii pointiliste\r\n\u021b\u00e2\u0219nesc de sub ghearele de pisici, c\u00e2ini, p\u0103s\u0103ri \u0219i\r\nde sub ghearele celorlal\u021bi oameni\r\nprin care feminitatea\r\nconstruie\u0219te o sensibilitate extrem\u0103\r\nde  amenin\u021bare \u0219i luciditate:\r\n-\tarat\u0103-te!\r\nporunce\u0219te ea cu bl\u00e2nde\u021be \u2013\r\nvine toamna \r\ncu lumina ei de candel\u0103 \r\naprins\u0103 \u00een ochii r\u00e2ndunelelor \r\nla plecare\r\n<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>XVIII. de data aceasta, suntem nu numai salvatori, ci \u0219i capcane pe un c\u00e2mp de \u00eenfruntare omniprezent \u00een r\u0103zboiul m\u0103\u0219tilor: odat\u0103 cu aceast\u0103 traum\u0103 evanghelic\u0103 deopotriv\u0103 generat\u0103 de virus dar \u0219i de criza tehnologiei se va \u00eentrerupe cutuma de a fi viu cinic \u0219i plictisit de pr\u0103bu\u0219irea b\u0103tr\u00e2nului occident \u2013 religia, autoritatea \u0219i tradi\u021bia simbolurilor se topesc \u00eentr-o nou\u0103 coeren\u021b\u0103 r\u0103s\u0103ritul de soare nu mai e ro\u0219u, ci galben opiu pentru marele Palat mondial de var\u0103 al virusului filosofia \u0219i vaccinul plus imunitatea de turm\u0103 te fac s\u0103 fii mai pu\u021bin sceptic dar parc\u0103 mai credincios, chiar religios de\u0219i \u00eenc\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":157,"featured_media":4617,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[30],"tags":[1031,888,723],"coauthors":[],"class_list":["post-4615","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezie","tag-angela-furtuna","tag-nr-11-12-2021","tag-poeme"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/Angela-Furtuna.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4615","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/157"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4615"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4615\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4619,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4615\/revisions\/4619"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4617"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4615"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4615"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4615"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcoauthors&post=4615"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}