{"id":2542,"date":"2021-07-14T16:27:40","date_gmt":"2021-07-14T13:27:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=2542"},"modified":"2021-07-16T16:48:23","modified_gmt":"2021-07-16T13:48:23","slug":"ravagiile-inspiratieijeana-bordeanu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=2542","title":{"rendered":"Ravagiile inspira\u021biei<br>(Jeana Bordeanu)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Inspira\u021biile nu s\u00eent simple favoruri, cum mai crede lumea, ci mai degrab\u0103 comenzi imperative. Nu e cum le refuza, nu e cum le am\u00eena, nu e cum le ignora. Ele s\u00eent o urgen\u021b\u0103 absolut\u0103, o porunc\u0103 tiranic\u0103. De\u0219i par s\u0103 vin\u0103 ca un dar, s\u00eent, de fapt, o n\u0103past\u0103 pe capul omului. Calitatea lor conceptual\u0103 e de aceea\u0219i t\u0103rie cu cea a voca\u021biei, chem\u0103rii, mobiliz\u0103rii decretate de Sus. \u0218i chiar \u0219i calitatea lor existen\u021bial\u0103 e cam de aceea\u0219i natur\u0103. C\u00eend se n\u0103pustesc asupra cuiva, nu-i r\u0103v\u0103\u0219esc doar mintea (pe care o \u0219i \u00eenchiriaz\u0103 numaidec\u00eet), dar \u00eei r\u0103v\u0103\u0219esc toat\u0103 fiziologia (poate \u0219i fizionomia). Cine duce cu sine o inspira\u021bie ne\u00eenf\u0103ptuit\u0103 imediat o p\u0103\u021be\u0219te r\u0103u de tot. Pe Isaia, bun\u0103oar\u0103, \u00eel ardea \u201eun fel de foc aprins, \u00eenchis \u00een oase\u201d iar bietul Ieremia umbla \u201eca un om beat, ca omul biruit de vin\u201d. \u0218i chinurile acestea nu treceau p\u00een\u0103 nu f\u0103ptuiau prin cuvinte inspira\u021bia\/comanda. Nu mai pomenim de c\u00eete a p\u0103timit Iona pentru c\u0103 a \u00eencercat s\u0103 se sustrag\u0103 inspira\u021biei. Practic, inspira\u021bia e de-a dreptul destinal\u0103 \u0219i trebuie folosit\u0103 pe loc. Altminteri se instaureaz\u0103 un adev\u0103rat haos fiziologic (pentru c\u0103 inspira\u021bia se corporalizeaz\u0103 brutal \u00eenainte de a se elibera).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O adev\u0103rat\u0103 fiziologie a inspira\u021biei ne prezint\u0103 domni\u0219oara (cred c\u0103 era doar la liceu pe c\u00eend scria, c\u0103ci at\u00eeta naivitate nu poate fi p\u0103strat\u0103 mai mult) Jeana Bordeanu.<a href=\"#1\">[1]<\/a> \u0218i nu-i de invidiat ce suferea Jeana din pricina inspira\u021biei: \u201eCapu-mi arde ca de fl\u0103c\u0103ri, t\u00eemplele-mi zv\u00eecnesc ad\u00eenc&#8230; inima se sbate\u2019n ritmuri tot mai dese&#8230; tremur\u00eend\u201d. Degeaba iese la aer, s\u0103 se mai r\u0103coreasc\u0103 ni\u021bel, c\u0103ci efectele s\u00eent \u0219i mai dezastruoase: \u201eIntr-un cas\u0103 mai aprins\u0103&#8230; tremur, pl\u00eeng nu \u0219tiu ce fac\u201d etc. \u00cen astfel de cazuri nu e nimic alta de f\u0103cut dec\u00eet s\u0103 a\u0219terni inspira\u021bia pe h\u00eertie. Ceea ce Jeana \u0219i face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Naturelul Jeanei e labi\u0219ian, fiind \u0219i ea c\u00eent\u0103rea\u021b\u0103 a iubirii pure, a iubirii \u00een sine, \u00eenc\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 obiect concret; a iubirii ca vis de feti\u0219can\u0103: \u201eVis frumos, vis de iubire,\/ Ce p\u0103trunzi sufletul meu,\/ \u00cen m\u0103rea\u021ba-\u021bi str\u0103lucire\/ Te cobori, e\u0219ti ca un zeu\u201d etc. (<em>Visului<\/em>). Ei \u00eei \u00eenchin\u0103 imne \u0219i-i gata a i se d\u0103rui \u00eentreag\u0103: \u201eIubirea, farmecul vie\u021bei,\/ O lume\u2019ntreag\u0103 \u021bi se-nchin\u0103;\/ C\u0103ci tu e\u0219ti valul de lumin\u0103\/ \u0218i visul drag al tinere\u021bei\/\/&#8230;\/\/ Iar sufletu-mi, robit se las\u0103\/ \u00cen voia ta&#8230; zee m\u0103rea\u021b\u0103\u201d etc. (<em>Iubire<\/em>). Are \u0219i de ce se l\u0103sa: \u201eNe s\u0103rutam de mii de ori,\/ Scutur\u00eendu-ne \u0219i calea&#8230;\/ Apoi f\u0103c\u00eend cununi de flori\/ Rupeam din toat\u0103 valea\u201d etc. (<em>Pe acela\u0219 drum<\/em>). Din p\u0103cate, Jeana nu \u0219tie ce-o a\u0219teapt\u0103, dar dezam\u0103girea vine repede: \u201e\u0218i iubirea mea apus\u0103\/ Lic\u0103ri duios, o clip\u0103\u201d etc. (<em>\u0218i iubirea mea!&#8230;<\/em>). Iar dezam\u0103girile vin totdeauna cu pl\u00eensete: \u201eEu sunt trist\u0103, noaptea-i trist\u0103,\/ Am\u00eendou\u0103 triste st\u0103m&#8230;\/ \u0218i durerea-n noi persist\u0103,\/ F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ne revolt\u0103m.\/\/ Dragostea nu mai insist\u0103\/ Alte visuri s\u0103-i purt\u0103m\u201d etc. (<em>Pl\u00eeng norii&#8230;<\/em>). Desigur c\u0103 urmeaz\u0103 o via\u021b\u0103 blestemat\u0103: \u201eDe ce-ai creiat fiin\u021ba mea\/ S\u0103 lupt zadarnic contra legii\/ \u0218i s\u0103 \u00eendur o via\u021b\u0103 grea\/ \u00cen lumea ta?\/\/ O, Doamne, sufletu-mi r\u0103nit\/ De-at\u00eetea lacrimi nu-\u021bi ajunge,\/ C\u0103 vrei s\u0103 piar\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103sit\/ \u00cen infinit?\u201d etc. (<em>O Doamne!<\/em>). Lucrurile astea nu-i plac Jeanei, c\u0103ci ea vrea \u201eclipe dulci\u201d: \u201eO, clipe dulci&#8230;veni\u021bi la mine,\/ \u00cenconjura\u021bi sufletul meu\/ Cu mii de str\u0103luciri senine,\/ Veni\u021bi mereu!\u201d etc. (<em>Un vis<\/em>). Cred c-au venit \u0219i la biata orfan\u0103 (de tat\u0103 \u2013 reiese din <em>Reflex<\/em>), c\u0103ci de\u0219i iubirea nu insist\u0103, insist\u0103 Jeana cu emo\u021bionante invoca\u021bii la adresa ei. Nu v\u0103d cum nu s-ar fi \u00eendurat, oric\u00eet de crudel\u0103 e c\u00eeteodat\u0103 iubirea. &nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p id=\"1\"><strong>1. <\/strong>\u00cen prologul voluma\u0219ului ei <em>Inspira\u021biile, <\/em>dedicat, \u201espre recuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103\u201d, mamei \u0218tefania (f\u0103r\u0103 an, f\u0103r\u0103 editur\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 loc). Mul\u021bumiri BCU Cluj pentru ajutorul bibliografic.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>O s\u0103 m\u0103-ntreba\u021bi \u00eens\u0103: ce \u00eensemneaz\u0103 S.P.M.D.R.?&#8230;<br \/>\nS.P.M.D.R. \u00eensemneaz\u0103 \u201eSocietatea protectoare a Muzelor Daco-Romane\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":2543,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[52,548],"tags":[82,499,549],"coauthors":[],"class_list":["post-2542","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-rubrici","category-s-p-m-d-r","tag-al-cistelecan","tag-nr-5-2021","tag-s-p-m-d-r"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/187605517_1160275067818358_7634900828977782941_n.jpeg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2542","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2542"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2542\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2546,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2542\/revisions\/2546"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2543"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2542"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2542"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2542"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcoauthors&post=2542"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}