{"id":2039,"date":"2021-04-29T13:20:32","date_gmt":"2021-04-29T10:20:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=2039"},"modified":"2021-04-29T13:20:39","modified_gmt":"2021-04-29T10:20:39","slug":"poezii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=2039","title":{"rendered":"Poezii"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-cyan-bluish-gray-background-color has-background has-small-font-size\">\u201e\u00cen versurile ei, Andreea \u00ee\u0219i exteriorizeaz\u0103 o sensibilitate profund angajat\u0103 \u00een social, pe al c\u0103rei t\u0103r\u00e2m se suprapune imaginea unei corporalit\u0103\u021bi fragile cu o geografie urban\u0103 tentacular\u0103. Registrul confesiv cvasi-deta\u0219at al poemelor se datoreaz\u0103 imixtiunii unei lucidit\u0103\u021bi critice \u00een spa\u021biul afectelor. Ordonat, dar cu o tectonic\u0103 mereu imprevizibil\u0103, universul poetic al Andreei Apostu este, \u00eenainte de toate, unul bi-polar, cu poli bine \u021binu\u021bi \u00een fr\u00e2u de axa reflexivit\u0103\u021bii. Cele c\u00e2teva frivolit\u0103\u021bi recurente (precum \u00abtot ce vreau e s\u0103 pot \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bi cu tine\/ momentele de absen\u021b\u0103 mental\u0103\u00bb) sunt tot at\u00e2tea capcane: \u00een spatele lor, eul antreneaz\u0103 mereu valen\u021be ale realit\u0103\u021bii cu mize mult mai mari, a\u0219tept\u00e2nd s\u0103 fie sondate din context. O poet\u0103 trecut\u0103 de pragul maturit\u0103\u021bii, din ce \u00een ce mai aproape de un debut editorial r\u0103sun\u0103tor.\u201d <strong>(Mih\u00f3k Tam\u00e1s)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>***<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>e toamn\u0103 \u00een berceni \u0219i miroase mai pu\u021bin&nbsp;<br>a gunoi \u00eencins<br>nu mai trebuie s\u0103 merg pe mijlocul str\u0103zii<br>ca s\u0103 nu mi se fac\u0103 grea\u021b\u0103<br>\u0219i asta e pl\u0103cut<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>japonezii se uit\u0103 ore \u00een \u0219ir la cire\u0219i \u00eenflori\u021bi<br>eu la frunzele frasinilor de un galben f\u0103r\u0103 rest&nbsp;<br>pe un cer intens<br>mama mi-a spus c\u0103 sunt copacii cei mai<br>rezisten\u021bi la poluare<br>un poet m-ar asem\u0103na probabil cu<br>o magnolie un altul cu o salcie cli\u0219eu dup\u0103 cli\u0219eu<br>eu a\u0219 vrea de fapt s\u0103 fiu un frasin care rezist\u0103<br>\u00een mijlocul bucure\u0219tiului<br>care absoarbe toate noxele<br>f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fac\u0103 o tumoare pe hipofiz\u0103<br>\u0219i se detoneaz\u0103 toamna aproape de ziua mea<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sau poate fructele lui \u00een form\u0103 de elice care se&nbsp;<br>arunc\u0103 \u00een gol \u0219i se rotesc nebune\u0219te<br>p\u00e2n\u0103 ajung pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>c\u00e2nd abia ne-am mutat aici, prin \u201994-\u201995<br>\u00eemi imaginam c\u0103 fiecare copac galben<br>e o poart\u0103<br>\u0219i c\u0103 pot ajunge prin ea oriunde vreau<br>deseori \u00een locuri f\u0103r\u0103 cunoscu\u021bi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>***<\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>pictorul despre care mi-am scris licen\u021ba<br>obi\u0219nuia ca mine s\u0103 iubeasc\u0103 dungile de lumin\u0103<br>a\u0219ezate pe lucruri&nbsp;<br>le privesc peste copaci mutila\u021bi<br>cu r\u0103m\u0103\u0219i\u021be de frunze \u0219i&nbsp;<br>nu pot descrie<br>sentimentul<br>o stare de bine o \u00eencol\u0103cire a stomacului \u00een jurul inimii<br>de parc\u0103 lucrurile ar \u00eencepe s\u0103 m\u0103 acopere<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>am mers ast\u0103zi prin frunze ca prin z\u0103pad\u0103<\/em><br><em>\u0219i luminau la fel<\/em><br>c\u0103zute pe capote dup\u0103 cea\u021ba de asear\u0103<br>p\u0103reau fa\u021ba lini\u0219tit\u0103<br>a lui Evelyn McHale<br>nici eu nu a\u0219 fi o so\u021bie bun\u0103 sau o mam\u0103<br>nu \u0219tiu suficiente re\u021bete de rulade \u0219i pr\u0103jituri<br>cu fructe m\u0103 enervez repede \u0219i am un<br>echilibru precar<br>mai mult ca sigur a\u0219 sparge farfuriile \u0219i<br>paharele din cas\u0103 de singur\u0103tate<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>blocurile din Bucure\u0219ti nu-\u021bi ofer\u0103 prea multe \u0219anse&nbsp;<br>de\u0219i a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 opresc g\u0103l\u0103gia de neon&nbsp;<br>care zumz\u0103ie<br>deasupra capului \u00eenc\u0103 de pe vremea c\u00e2nd mergeam la facultate<br>mi-am f\u0103cut tot timpul griji ce cred ceilal\u021bi despre mine&nbsp;<br>doar ca s\u0103 descop\u0103r c\u0103 exist\u0103 unele mai importante<br>cum ar fi grija c\u0103 o furnic\u0103 nu se&nbsp;<br>va \u00eentoarce \u00een seara asta \u00een mu\u0219uroi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>***<\/strong><strong><\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00een fiecare sear\u0103 \u00een cartierul meu&nbsp;<br>de l\u00e2ng\u0103 CET<br>aerul toxic \u00eemi transform\u0103 p\u0103rul \u00een fire de metal<br>o bobin\u0103 electric\u0103 \u00een stare s\u0103 porneasc\u0103<br>generatorul urban<br>dintr-o singur\u0103 mi\u0219care a capului<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00eemi petrec cei mai tri\u0219ti ani \u00een fericire \u0219i imagina\u021bie<br>\u00een frumuse\u021bea umflat\u0103 de soare<br>\u0219i mecanisme gre\u0219ite care suprascriu secven\u021be adn<br>\u00een rotocoale de carne \u00eent\u0103rit\u0103<br><br>dac\u0103 ai fi aici a\u0219 avea motive mai dese<br>calmul acela dat de prezen\u021ba altcuiva chiar<br>dac\u0103 nu exist\u0103 tangen\u021be<br>a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bim din nou un apartament<br>fiecare cu camera lui dormind separat numai<br>ca s\u0103 am certitudinea c\u0103 cineva e acolo<br>c\u00e2nd mi se face r\u0103u<br><br>prezen\u021ba e un obiect perimat<br>atins de prea multe m\u00e2ini e la fel de uzat<br>ca seringile de unic\u0103 folosin\u021b\u0103 pe str\u0103zile<br>din cartierul evreiesc<br>sau scrumiera pe care ai spart-o \u00een urm\u0103 cu 8 luni<br>de podea<br>tot ce vreau e s\u0103 pot \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bi cu tine<br>momentele de absen\u021b\u0103 mental\u0103<br>seriale peste seriale popcorn f\u0103cut<br>la microunde<br>lupte mma cu tipul \u0103la rus care se lupta<br>c\u00e2nd era mic cu puii de urs<br>copil\u0103ria mea a fost un ursule\u021b de plu\u0219 care<br>acum m\u0103 mu\u0219c\u0103 de s\u00e2n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>***<\/strong><strong><\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Pe o f\u00e2\u0219ie de nisip \u00eentre z\u0103pad\u0103 \u0219i mare<br>cu sare cristalizat\u0103 la baz\u0103&nbsp;<br>am impresia luminilor nesf\u00e2r\u0219ite care ne fac buni<br>ceva se aerise\u0219te c\u00e2nd stai a\u0219a pe o potec\u0103 aurie&nbsp;<br>un drum personalizat pentru cei cu anxietate<br>care se tem ca apa rece s\u0103 nu le ude pantofii<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m-am sim\u021bit la fel c\u00e2nd am mers \u00een cartierul nou&nbsp;<br>de l\u00e2ng\u0103 locuin\u021bele sociale<br>unde buc\u0103\u021bi mari de p\u0103m\u00e2nt cu copaci \u00een zigzag<br>continu\u0103 s\u0103 murd\u0103reasc\u0103 t\u0103lpile albe ale adida\u0219ilor<br>era f\u00e2\u0219ie de lini\u0219te cu pungi \u0219i beteal\u0103<br>prins\u0103 \u00een crengi<br>mi\u0219cat\u0103 frumos de v\u00e2nt la minus 10 grade<br>n-ai fi zis c\u0103 e inutil\u0103 cum nici eu n-a\u0219<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00eenaintez la fiecare plimbare spre silueta de cet&nbsp;<br>\u0219i la baz\u0103 iar sarea \u0219i frigul&nbsp;<br>cristale \u00eentunecate de arderi<br>mi\u0219cate frumos de respira\u021bie \u00een pl\u0103m\u00e2ni<br>n-ai zice c\u0103 sunt nocive<br>cu noroiul \u0103sta potec\u0103 adev\u0103rat\u0103<br>spre tipuri de cancer<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>m\u0103 proiectez pe sticl\u0103 \u00een locul din japonia<br>\u00een care z\u0103pada coboar\u0103 spre mare \u0219i nu se tope\u0219te<br>mi-ar fi bine a\u0219 avea imagini despre bun\u0103tate \u0219i&nbsp;<br>secven\u021be alternative&nbsp;<br>undeva la margine f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fiu \u00eempins\u0103<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\"><strong>AM<\/strong><strong><\/strong><\/h4>\n\n\n\n<p>Am v\u0103zut o statuet\u0103 cu ochii \u00eenchi\u0219i sub ap\u0103 \u0219i<br>am decis<br>copiii trag etnobotanice pe nas sau \u0219i le<br>injecteaz\u0103 \u00een s\u00e2nge mi-a zis prietenul de la<br>urgen\u021be<br>eu trag apa g\u00e2ndindu-m\u0103 cum ar fi<br>s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenec<br>\u00een\u0103untru am forma unui copac e frumos \u0219i&nbsp;<br>uscat, dar tot a\u0219 putea g\u0103zdui o familie de<br>p\u0103s\u0103ri sau veveri\u021be<br>ar fi loc \u0219i pentru cozile lor mai mari dec\u00e2t corpul<br>f\u0103cute s\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 noaptea de cald<br>locurile uscate fac posibil\u0103 apari\u021bia vie\u021bii \u00een<br>anumite condi\u021bii<br>o combina\u021bie exact\u0103 de soare precipita\u021bii<br>temperaturi medii&nbsp;<br>\u0219i po\u021bi vedea lichenii desen\u00e2ndu-mi triste\u021bea pe<br>scoar\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mi-a fost fric\u0103 de boal\u0103 \u0219i m-am \u00eemboln\u0103vit<br>\u00eemi e fric\u0103 de nebunie \u0219i sper s\u0103 nu<br>*o fat\u0103 cu tulburare bipolar\u0103 care nu se mai recunoa\u0219te \u00een oglind\u0103<br>\u0219i \u00ee\u0219i face urme de planete pe coaps\u0103 cu \u021bigara aprins\u0103*<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am antecedente un tat\u0103 care \u00eel iube\u0219te mai mult<br>pe dumnezeu dec\u00e2t pe mine<br>un episod obsesiv la 13 ani c\u00e2nd \u00eemi sp\u0103lam<br>m\u00e2inile p\u00e2n\u0103 la s\u00e2nge \u0219i incapacitatea<br>momentan\u0103 de a tr\u0103i senza\u021bii tari<br>ultima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd m-am \u00eendr\u0103gostit \u00eemi mutam&nbsp;<br>patul c\u00e2t mai departe de geam<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00cen prospectul medicamentului pe care \u00eel iau<br>sunt trecute la reac\u021bii adverse g\u00e2nduri<br>anormale sau neobi\u0219nuite porniri sexuale<br>periculoase pentru cei din jur \u0219i dorin\u021ba incontrolabil\u0103<br>de a face cump\u0103r\u0103turi sau cheltuieli<br>\u00een exces<br>asta m\u0103 face s\u0103-mi fie team\u0103 nu c\u0103 voi<br>cump\u0103ra prea multe rochii \u0219i tipuri de agende colorate<br>ci c\u0103 \u00eemi voi face \u00eentr-o zi r\u0103u f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vreau<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201eOrdonat, dar cu o tectonic\u0103 mereu imprevizibil\u0103, universul poetic al Andreei Apostu este, \u00eenainte de toate, unul bi-polar, cu poli bine 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