{"id":1892,"date":"2021-04-17T18:09:00","date_gmt":"2021-04-17T15:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=1892"},"modified":"2021-04-17T12:11:35","modified_gmt":"2021-04-17T09:11:35","slug":"cea-mai-napastuita-dintre-toate-indragostitele","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=1892","title":{"rendered":"Cea mai n\u0103p\u0103stuit\u0103 dintre toate \u00eendr\u0103gostitele"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image is-style-default\"><figure class=\"alignleft size-large is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/161249464_718977282115533_2883095276305067376_n-796x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1893\" width=\"200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/161249464_718977282115533_2883095276305067376_n-796x1024.jpg 796w, https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/161249464_718977282115533_2883095276305067376_n-233x300.jpg 233w, https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/161249464_718977282115533_2883095276305067376_n-768x988.jpg 768w, https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/161249464_718977282115533_2883095276305067376_n-480x618.jpg 480w, https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/161249464_718977282115533_2883095276305067376_n.jpg 934w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 796px) 100vw, 796px\" \/><figcaption><strong>Margareta Mari\u021boiu, <em>Iubirea mea a fost un vis (poezii), <\/em>Timi\u0219oara, 1936<\/strong><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Fiece poet\u0103 nefericit\u0103 e, fire\u0219te, cea mai nefericit\u0103. Unele \u00eens\u0103 at\u00eet de tare, \u00eenc\u00eet, omene\u0219te, nu e cum s\u0103 nu te apuce mila. Cum, bun\u0103oar\u0103, \u00een cazul Margaretei Mari\u021boiu. Rar poet\u0103 mai \u00eendr\u0103gostit\u0103 \u0219i mai n\u0103p\u0103stuit\u0103 din aceast\u0103 pricin\u0103 dec\u00eet Margareta. S\u00eent multe (chiar prea multe) poete tr\u0103date \u0219i abandonate, multe poete a c\u0103ror iubire total\u0103 a fost r\u0103spl\u0103tit\u0103 numai cu ingratitudine, dar parc\u0103 nici una nu are inima at\u00eet de sf\u00ee\u0219iat\u0103 precum e a Margaretei. \u0218i nici una nu se vait\u0103 chiar at\u00eet de aprig \u0219i de deschis \u2013 de sincer, s\u0103 zicem \u2013 precum o face ea. \u00cenc\u0103 din titlul c\u0103r\u021bii \u2013 <em>Iubirea mea a fost un vis <\/em><a href=\"#1\">[1]<\/a> \u2013 s\u00eentem preveni\u021bi c\u0103 urmeaz\u0103 dram\u0103. \u0218i chiar urmeaz\u0103: disper\u0103ri, gemete \u0219i lacrimi de iubire tr\u0103dat\u0103. Nimic altceva \u00een toat\u0103 c\u0103r\u021bulia dec\u00eet jale \u0219i j\u0103luire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p>Ca multe alte poete p\u0103r\u0103site, \u0219i Margareta crede c\u0103 devo\u021biunea e o moned\u0103 erotic\u0103 forte \u0219i ea poate converti nep\u0103sarea \u00een compasiune.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Chiar de la primul pas ne \u00eent\u00eempin\u0103 manifestul de doliu al Margaretei: \u201eIubirea mea, a fost un vis&#8230;\/ Doar m-a min\u021bit \u0219i a trecut,\/ L\u0103s\u00eendu-mi sufletul \u00eenvins;\/ Pe c\u0103i r\u0103zle\u021be azi pierdut!\/\/ Iubirea mea \u00ee-\u0219i c\u00eent\u0103-n noapte,\/ Cu glas jalnic \u0219i t\u00eenguit,\/ Durerea ei ce pl\u00eenge-n \u0219oapte;\/ \u0218i chinul ei de nesf\u00eer\u0219it!&#8230;\u201d etc. (<em>Iubirea mea a fost un vis&#8230;) <\/em>[\u00eencerc s\u0103-i respect ortografia]. Chinul e chiar nesf\u00eer\u0219it. Iar dorul mai ascu\u021bit dec\u00eet orice t\u0103i\u0219 de sentimente: \u201eAt\u00eeta mi-e de dor de tine&#8230;\/ \u00cen sufletu-mi r\u0103pus de chin&#8230;\/ E ve\u0219nic pl\u00eens&#8230; ve\u0219nic suspin;\/ E dorul nesf\u00eer\u0219it ce vine!\u201d etc. (<em>At\u00eeta mi-e de dor de tine&#8230;). <\/em>Desigur c\u0103 nu e doar dor sufletesc; la fel de chinuitor, de nu \u0219i mai, e dorul \u2013 cum ar veni \u2013 corporal: \u201eMi-e dor de gura ta mi-e dor!\/ De farmecul buzelor dulci,\/ De focul lor potopitor;\/ Ce mi-au s\u0103pat rane ad\u00eenci\u201d (<em>Mi-e dor de ochii t\u0103i&#8230;<\/em>). \u0218i la Margareta suferin\u021ba ar trebui r\u0103spl\u0103tit\u0103, ea e o valoare de jertf\u0103 ce trebuie recunoscut\u0103 \u0219i recompensat\u0103; dac\u0103 nu tot cu dragoste, m\u0103car cu empatie \u0219i compasiune, de\u0219i un r\u0103spuns egal ar fi cel ideal: \u201e\u0218i dac\u0103 \u0219tii ce este jalea&#8230;\/ Deschide iar iubirii calea;\/ \u0218i vino iar s\u0103 fii al meu,\/ C\u0103ci f\u0103r\u0103 tine doru-i greu&#8230;!\u201d (<em>Vino!<\/em>). Ca multe alte poete p\u0103r\u0103site, \u0219i Margareta crede c\u0103 devo\u021biunea e o moned\u0103 erotic\u0103 forte \u0219i ea poate converti nep\u0103sarea \u00een compasiune. Cele de felul Margaretei s\u00eent poete at\u00eet de disperate, \u00eenc\u00eet nici nu mai solicit\u0103, de fapt, un r\u0103spuns de dragoste; s-ar mul\u021bumi cu orice r\u0103spuns, numai s\u0103 fie dat de prezen\u021ba iubitului. S\u00eent convinse c\u0103 suferin\u021ba lor, de s-ar cunoa\u0219te, ar fi argument decisiv pentru re\u00eentoarcerea lui: \u201eA\u0219 dori s\u0103 fiu o carte\/ A\u0219ezat\u0103 p-a-ta mas\u0103,\/ Ca s\u0103-mi po\u021bi citi durerea\/ Ce-n ad\u00eencul meu apas\u0103\u201d (<em>Dorin\u021ba<\/em>). Dar s\u00eent deopotriv\u0103 con\u0219tiente de insensibilitatea lui, de sadismul nep\u0103s\u0103rii: \u201eNu-\u021bi pas\u0103 de durerea mea\/ <em>Demon<\/em> ce \u0219tii s\u0103 chinuie\u0219ti!\u201d (<em>Trist\u0103 spre fereastra ta privesc<\/em>). Con\u0219tien\u021ba asta n-are \u00eens\u0103 nici un efect, c\u0103ci oric\u00eet ar fi iubitul de ingrat, Margareta nu-\u0219i poate lua g\u00eendul de la el: \u201eG\u00eendesc mereu la tine,\/ Dece mai p\u0103r\u0103sit,\/ \u0218i-n valurile uit\u0103rii,\/ Pe veci m-ai \u00eenvelit!\u201d (<em>Iubire perdut\u0103<\/em>) [cred c\u0103 unele gre\u0219eli s\u00eent de culegere, c\u0103ci nu-s consecvente]. Drama devine radical\u0103, \u021bin\u00eend cont de faptul c\u0103 Margareta a sacrificat totul \u0219i s-a ales cu mai nimic (dec\u00eet cu, totu\u0219i, c\u00eeteva amintiri, versificate \u0219i ele): \u201ePe tine eu te-am adorat\/ Mai mult ca pe via\u021ba mea,\/ \u0218i sufletul meu \u021bi l-am dat,\/ S\u0103 faci cu el ce tu ai vrea!\u201d etc. (<em>Pe tine eu te-am adorat<\/em>). Bine\u00een\u021beles c\u0103 amintirile s\u00eent reverii de o acut\u0103 nostalgie: \u201e\u00ce-\u021bi aduci iubite aminte\/ C\u00eend pe o sear\u0103 fermecat\u0103,\/ Sub privirea bl\u00eend\u0103-a lunii,\/ Stam pe bra\u021bul t\u0103u culcat\u0103!\u201d etc. (<em>\u00ce-\u021bi aduci iubite a-minte<\/em>). Din p\u0103cate, el nu pare a-\u0219i mai aminti, a\u0219a \u00eenc\u00eet Margaretei nu-i mai r\u0103m\u00eene dec\u00eet pl\u00eensul neistovit \u0219i ne\u00eentrerupt: \u201ePl\u00eensa-mi azi \u0219i pl\u00eenge-oi m\u00eeine\/ Pl\u00eensu mi-este frate bun&#8230;\/ El mereu e tot cu mine\/ P-orice cale p-orice drum\u201d etc. (<em>Pl\u00eensul mi-este frate bun<\/em>). P\u00een\u0103 la urm\u0103, \u0219i pentru Margareta \u201ea\u0219a o via\u021b\u0103 n-are rost\u201d: \u201eSunt de via\u021b\u0103 desgustat\u0103\/ Ca de-o boal\u0103-ndelungat\u0103\/ \u0218i acum a-\u0219i vrea s\u0103 mor\/ C\u0103-mi ajunge at\u00eeta dor!\u201d (<em>Desgust<\/em>). Cum bine s-a spus, dac\u0103 dragoste nu e, nimic nu e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dincolo de aceast\u0103 lung\u0103 jeluire, Margareta pare s\u0103 mai fi trecut \u0219i printr-o tragedie (de\u0219i doliul adus de aceasta nu e \u2013 liric \u2013 productiv, c\u0103ci se rezum\u0103 la un singur poem): \u201eMi-ai zburat \u00eenger iubit!&#8230;\/ Tu scump\u0103 creatur\u0103&#8230;\/ \u0218i-acum nimic&#8230; doar un biet suflet zdrobit&#8230;\/\/ &#8230;\/\/ Tu dormi de cinci ani \u00een morm\u00eent\u201d etc. (<em>Copilul meu<\/em>). Nici evoc\u0103rile s\u0103m\u0103n\u0103toriste ale satului copil\u0103riei nu-s multe, dar nici nu puteau lipsi: \u201eDeparte e\u0219ti de mine&#8230;\/ S\u0103tu\u021bul meu iubit,\/ E mult amar de vreme;\/ De c\u00eend nu te-am v\u0103zut!\u201d etc. (<em>Satul meu<\/em>). Nu e loc \u00een sufletul Margaretei de altele dec\u00eet de drama inimii, ascu\u021bit\u0103 ca o durere interminabil\u0103 de m\u0103sele.\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u00eent multe (chiar prea multe) poete tr\u0103date \u0219i abandonate, multe poete a c\u0103ror iubire total\u0103 a fost r\u0103spl\u0103tit\u0103 numai cu ingratitudine, dar parc\u0103 nici una nu are inima at\u00eet de sf\u00ee\u0219iat\u0103 precum e a Margaretei Mari\u021boiu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":1893,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,52],"tags":[82,83,367,239],"coauthors":[],"class_list":["post-1892","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-fete-pierdute","category-rubrici","tag-al-cistelecan","tag-fete-disparute","tag-margareta-maritoiu","tag-nr-2-3-2021"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/161249464_718977282115533_2883095276305067376_n.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1892","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1892"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1892\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1896,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1892\/revisions\/1896"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1893"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1892"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1892"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1892"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcoauthors&post=1892"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}