{"id":14651,"date":"2026-01-21T10:25:52","date_gmt":"2026-01-21T07:25:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=14651"},"modified":"2026-01-21T10:25:59","modified_gmt":"2026-01-21T07:25:59","slug":"poeme-102","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=14651","title":{"rendered":"Poeme"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
serendipitate & non-abstinen\u021b\u0103
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cea mai periculoas\u0103 descoperire pentru o fiin\u021b\u0103
este inabilitatea \u00eendeplinirii dorin\u021bei pentru o alt\u0103 fiin\u021b\u0103 al\u0103turi
\u0219i posibilitatea suplinirii absen\u021bei prin propriile resurse
ca s\u0103 nu mai pomen(im\/esc) de pierderea treptat\u0103 a c\u0103in\u021bei
prin normalizarea rutinei
m\u0103car exist\u0103 un chip inimaginabil care ascult\u00e2nd rug\u0103min\u021bile
poate alege c\u00e2nd s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eentoarc\u0103 cel\u0103lalt obraz
\u0219i s\u0103 asurzeasc\u0103 la auzul vocii cunoscute


t r a n s \u0103
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tot auzeam c\u00e2nd eram mic c\u0103 s-ar putea s\u0103 doar\u0103
dac\u0103 o deschideam prea mult
acum nu-\u021bi dai seama c\u00e2t de mult vreau s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple
ca tu s\u0103 m\u0103 dezv\u0103lui for\u021bat
ajut\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc
ce s\u0103 fac cu m\u00e2inile astea ude
cu camera asta lichid\u0103 ce se scurge-n unghi nedeterminat
cu lumina brusc solidificat\u0103 ce apas\u0103 pe umerii mei
cap plin de fum prea greu s\u0103 mai stea \u00eenfipt \u00een ceaf\u0103
deci las v\u00e2ntul s\u0103-mi rup\u0103 g\u00e2tul din r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103
picioare din plastilin\u0103 incapabile s\u0103 m\u0103 mai sus\u021bin\u0103
deci t\u0103lpile se evapor\u0103-n lemnul gumat
prinde-te de oasele mele ca de barele din autobuz
urme \u00een puloverul t\u0103u de\u0219irat
col\u021bi oxiacetilenici
\u021bip\u0103t f\u0103r\u0103 voce
intensitate redus\u0103 \u00een sinapse
(de-aia le-am prins cu capse)
fric\u0103 ira\u021bional\u0103 ca o ghear\u0103 penetr\u00e2nd spa\u021biul dintre gratii
clipirea ascunz\u00e2nd sticlirea incandescent\u0103 a pupilei
sf\u00e2rcul despicat
(nu eu \u021bi l-am mu\u0219cat)
m-am trezit aici cu umbra spart\u0103 \u0219i-mpr\u0103\u0219tiat\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine ca un creier \u00eempu\u0219cat
oamenii-mi cioc\u0103ne \u00een frunte ca-ntr-un
hublou de sticl\u0103 ce m\u0103 \u00eenconjoar\u0103
m-a pus dracu\u2019 s\u0103 m\u0103 nasc
c\u00e2nd boii conduc \u0219i nebunii pasc
aud cum \u0219obolanii m\u0103 mu\u0219c\u0103
roz\u00e2ndu-mi materialul
de m\u0103-ntreb din mine c\u00e2nd o s\u0103 ias\u0103 animalul
sunt \u00eentr-un dulap, o cutie, o cu\u0219c\u0103
de lemn, de metal, de carne
m\u0103-mpiedic\u0103 s-ascund c\u0103 port coarne
oric\u00e2t de mult avansez \u00een proces
trebuie s\u0103 ies<\/em>
suck my dick <\/em>scria \u00eentr-un manual de englez\u0103
eram \u00eentr-a cincea sau a \u0219asea
mi-am a\u0219ezat \u00een minte echivalentul \u00een rom\u00e2n\u0103
\u0219i forma de bullying <\/em>a \u00eenainta\u0219ilor de la care am preluat cartea
m-a izbit at\u00e2t de profund
c\u0103ci \u0219tiam c\u0103 nu era engleza pe care trebuia s-o \u00eenv\u0103\u021b
de\u0219i era cea \u0219tiut\u0103 de to\u021bi din jurul meu
\u0219i pe care voiau cu neast\u00e2mp\u0103r s-o aplice \u00eempotriva mea
numai c\u0103 acum nu mai zboar\u0103 p\u0103s\u0103ri, ci
saco\u0219e de plastic cu toartele desf\u0103cute ca ni\u0219te aripi moarte
\u0219i capace de roat\u0103 \u00een iarb\u0103
\u0219i \u201etreci aici, c\u0103ru\u021ba m\u0103-tii dar\u0103\u201d
\u0219i nu \u00een\u021beleg de ce te cruce\u0219ti c\u00e2nd treci pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 academie sau teatru ca la
ni\u0219te catedrale abandonate de preo\u021bi
din c\u0103\u0219ti r\u0103sun\u0103 beatul electro <\/em>al anilor \u201990 sau ceva punk ori grunge nici nu-mi pas\u0103
nu suport s\u0103 ascult muzica c\u00e2nt\u0103re\u021bilor mor\u021bi
de\u0219i citesc pagini cadaverice de sute de ani
television static was quite overwhelming<\/em>
c\u00e2nt\u00e2nd Ariana cu un vibratto <\/em>contraf\u0103cut (ca orice altceva la mine)
(pasti\u0219\u0103 psihotic\u0103 \u00een a cappella<\/em>)
n-am avut niciodat\u0103 curajul s\u0103-i \u00eentreb pe colegi de anumite melodii
pentru c\u0103 ar fi f\u0103cut mi\u0219to de mine
eu eram copilul lini\u0219tit, copilul purit\u0103\u021bii
\u0219i cum de m\u0103 puteam deda muzicii decadente din playlisturile lor?
\u0219i-acum am r\u0103mas cu c\u00e2teva fragmente de acorduri \u00een minte
dac\u0103 tot am e\u0219uat \u00een a modela ora\u0219ul \u0103sta dup\u0103 
cum am sperat s\u0103 ne ad\u0103posteasc\u0103
(de\u0219i stickerele <\/em>de pe ma\u0219ini cu I\u2764\ufe0fSB \u021bin s\u0103 ne contrazic\u0103)
m\u0103car \u00eentoarce-te pu\u021bin c\u00e2nd sunt prin preajm\u0103
mereu mi-e ca nu cumva s\u0103 sim\u021bi atrac\u021bie sexual\u0103
dac\u0103 m\u0103 vezi dezbr\u0103cat acum<\/em>
a\u0219a c\u0103 nu te mai uita, nu mai sunt copil
ce-i cu tine?
trupul \u00ee\u021bi cedeaz\u0103 din senin
nu e voie, nu a\u0219a trebuia s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple
de ce nu e\u0219ti bine? trebuia s\u0103 fii bine!
\u00ee\u021bi zic s\u0103 te protejezi de al\u021bii
\u0219i tu ripostezi \u201ecred c\u0103 e invers<\/em>\u201d
\u0219i eu m\u0103 ru\u0219inez
c\u0103 m-am g\u00e2ndit la fel de fapt
de\u0219i \u00ee\u021bi spun c\u0103 n-o voi face
spune-mi c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 plec
dac\u0103 tot sunt o risip\u0103 de spa\u021biu
de ce pana mea te iei de mine
\u0219i nu de cine m-a f\u0103cut?


Artezian\u0103 Cartezian\u0103
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\u00een parcarea din fa\u021ba profiului
neonul siglei se reflecta \u00een sticlu\u021ba de vodc\u0103 cu cola pe jum\u0103tate goal\u0103
niciodat\u0103 nu-mi mai dorisem at\u00e2t de tare s\u0103 s\u0103rut ni\u0219te buze (cire\u0219e) amare ca ni\u0219te fiole de algocalmin
numai cap\u0103tul aprins al \u021big\u0103rii \u00ee\u021bi lumina fa\u021ba
iar v\u00e2ntul u\u0219or de sear\u0103 sufla fumul pe mine \u0219i-mi pl\u0103cea \u0219i uram asta \u00een acela\u0219i timp
m\u0103 uitam pe emag \u0219i vedeam telefonul \u0103la mi\u0219to care era la cel mai bun pre\u021b
dar tot nu mi-l puteam permite
voiam s\u0103 te duc \u00een apartamentul meu cu u\u0219i ale c\u0103ror balamale sem\u0103nau cu aripi de fluture
\u0219i m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 poate nu totul exist\u0103 pentru a fi omor\u00e2t
atunci c\u00e2nd te-ai ridicat de pe bordura trotuarului
te-ai dus la col\u021bul magazinului
\u0219i \u021bi-ai desf\u0103cut \u0219li\u021bul \u00een umbr\u0103
habar n-aveai c\u0103 te urm\u0103ream cu luare-aminte
artezian\u0103 cartezian\u0103

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