{"id":14630,"date":"2026-01-17T11:44:32","date_gmt":"2026-01-17T08:44:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=14630"},"modified":"2026-01-17T11:44:40","modified_gmt":"2026-01-17T08:44:40","slug":"poeme-99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=14630","title":{"rendered":"Poeme"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\"><strong>Luna alb\u0103<br><\/strong><br>e locul de unde ai pornit \u0219i locul unde ai ajuns. bun\u0103, m\u0103 numesc artiom, vreau s\u0103 v\u0103 spun ceva, bun\u0103, m\u0103 numesc artiom, vreau s\u0103-\u021bi spun ceva, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu dur cu voi, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu dur cu tine, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu dur cu mine, am ni\u0219te aluni\u021be, sunt cam multe, dar nu m\u0103 deranjeaz\u0103, am p\u0103rul murdar, c\u00e2teva pete pe hain\u0103, voi face curat \u00een camera mea doar atunci c\u00e2nd se vor aduna mai multe gr\u0103m\u0103joare de gunoi, nu v\u0103 face\u021bi griji pentru mine, s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 \u00eemi place varianta asta de golden brown mai tare, pe asta \u00eemi place s-o ascult \u00eenainte de culcare, dar asta nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 sunt un b\u0103rbat deosebit, te rog s\u0103 nu te \u00eendr\u0103goste\u0219ti de mine, te rog, nu te \u00eendr\u0103gosti de mine, fii ca o pisic\u0103 alb\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 o ma\u0219in\u0103 alb\u0103, sun\u0103 amuzant, \u0219tiu c\u0103 sun\u0103 amuzant, dar crede-m\u0103, nu e deloc amuzant, e trist, sunt n\u0103scut \u00een chi\u0219in\u0103u, vrei un ceai, te rog, d\u0103-mi voie s\u0103 m\u0103 port frumos cu tine, te rog, d\u0103-mi voie, chiar nu vreau s\u0103 ridic vocea, d\u0103-mi voie s\u0103 fiu dr\u0103gu\u021b cu tine, d\u0103-mi voie s\u0103 fiu amabil cu tine, vreau s\u0103-mi plac\u0103 de mine, nu vreau s\u0103 impresionez pe nimeni, crede-m\u0103, nu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 cite\u0219ti dup\u0103 miezul nop\u021bii, nu vreau s\u0103 zici uaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaau, ce poet mi\u0219to, ce actor mi\u0219to, ce om superb, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu violent cu mine, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu violent cu tine, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu violent cu ceilal\u021bi, oamenii au nevoie de tine c\u00e2nd au nevoie de tine, \u00een rest tot ape\u0219i pe delete de parc\u0103 ai \u0219terge fiecare organ din interiorul t\u0103u, nimic din ce sim\u021bi nu se identific\u0103 cu tine, e\u0219ti oaspetele \u0103la care a venit la petrecere \u0219i pl\u00e2nge undeva \u00eentr-un col\u021b, e\u0219ti oaspetele \u0103la care nu se simte ok, e\u0219ti oaspetele \u0103la care e \u00eembr\u0103cat straniu, care vorbe\u0219te straniu, care e \u00eembr\u0103cat straniu, e\u0219ti oaspetele \u0103la straniu care nu reu\u0219e\u0219te, niciodat\u0103 nu reu\u0219e\u0219te, e\u0219ti oaspetele \u0103la care pleac\u0103, iar to\u021bi se bucur\u0103, pentru c\u0103 frumuse\u021bea \u00ee\u021bi scap\u0103, iar c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi scap\u0103 frumuse\u021bea, nu po\u021bi scrie despre dragoste, \u021bi se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 des, mie mi se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 destul de des, c\u00e2nd stau a\u0219a \u0219i m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc \u0219i \u00eencerc s\u0103 aranjez ni\u0219te evenimente importante din via\u021ba mea, a\u0219a, ca s\u0103-mi fie clar de unde am pornit, unde am ajuns \u0219i ce trebuie s\u0103 fac mai departe, brusc \u00eemi dau seama c\u0103 am \u00eencremenit, am \u00eencremenit \u0219i nu mai am nicio putere s\u0103 iubesc pe cineva \u0219i, culmea, nici nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103, nu mai am for\u021b\u0103 nici m\u0103car pentru a stinge lumina din baie, nu mai am for\u021b\u0103 pentru a mi\u0219ca un obiect, a sp\u0103la o can\u0103, a pune m\u00e2ncarea stricat\u0103 \u00een frigider, nu mai am for\u021b\u0103 pentru dragoste, e o dezordine pe mas\u0103, dar nu-mi pas\u0103, ziua a trecut \u0219i ca \u00een aproape toate zilele, n-am f\u0103cut nimic, doar sunetul m\u0103rii izbindu-se-n geamuri, ce cuv\u00e2nt, izbindu-se, \u00eemi place, rar po\u021bi g\u0103si un cuv\u00e2nt care s\u0103-\u021bi plac\u0103 \u00eentr-adev\u0103r, ziua a trecut \u0219i ca \u00een aproape toate zilele n-am v\u0103zut nimic interesant, doar valurile m\u0103rii izbindu-se-n geamuri, e un semn c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc, e un semn, nu-mi dau seama, e un semn sau poate ceva se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 cu mine \u0219i nu mai pot vedea toate lucrurile frumoase care m\u0103 \u00eenconjoar\u0103, c\u00e2ndva c\u00e2nd eram copil, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam mai des la asta, acum m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc mai rar la asta, dar e destul s\u0103 deschid un album cu poze vechi, o carte preferat\u0103, o carte care mi-a pl\u0103cut \u00een copil\u0103rie \u0219i amintirile, acea triste\u021be produs\u0103 de acele amintiri, triste\u021bea produs\u0103 de sunetul unei viori invizibile revine \u0219i m\u0103 mi\u0219c\u0103, a\u0219a ca un strat de ghea\u021b\u0103 desprins\u0103 dintr-o bucat\u0103 mai mare, ca o pisic\u0103 alb\u0103, ai dormit vreodat\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 o ma\u0219in\u0103 alb\u0103, nu, nici eu, dormi l\u00e2ng\u0103 o ma\u0219in\u0103 alb\u0103 \u0219i te ui\u021bi la cer, la o lun\u0103 plin\u0103, care e alb\u0103 \u0219i ea, luna alb\u0103 ca o pisic\u0103 alb\u0103, a\u0219a, ca o pisic\u0103 alb\u0103, ar trebui s\u0103 fie dragostea, dar nu e, o pisic\u0103 ce s-ar uita la tine \u0219i te-ar \u00een\u021belege, ce s-ar uita la tine \u0219i ar \u00een\u021belege, ar \u00een\u021belege ce-ai vrea s\u0103-i spui \u0219i ce \u00ee\u021bi dore\u0219ti cu adev\u0103rat, e locul de unde am pornit \u0219i locul unde am ajuns.<br>\u2003<br><br><strong>Triste\u021bea, disperarea, efortul<br><\/strong><br>Artiom \u0219i-a zis, s\u0103 m\u0103 refugiez \u00eentr-un castel \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eenchid u\u0219a, acolo \u00een acel \u00eentuneric s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 efortul, disperarea \u0219i triste\u021bea, triste\u021bea de-acum e una plictisitoare, foarte plictisitoare \u0219i nu contribuie la nimic, s-a schimbat \u00eens\u0103\u0219i esen\u021ba lucrurilor, triste\u021bea nu mai este a\u0219a cum era pe timpuri, vreau o triste\u021be adev\u0103rat\u0103, triste\u021bea de-acum e fals\u0103, n-o cred, nu m\u0103 cred, nu cred c\u0103 sunt trist cu adev\u0103rat, nu e triste\u021bea mea, e mai cur\u00e2nd bucuria voastr\u0103, bucuria oamenilor care vor s\u0103 ne conving\u0103 c\u0103 ceea ce sim\u021bim se nume\u0219te triste\u021be, dar nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist pentru c\u0103 de cinci minute sau de jum\u0103tate de or\u0103 nu mi-a scris nimeni, nu vreau o astfel de triste\u021be, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist pentru c\u0103 mi-am pierdut telefonul, nu am internet \u0219i nu pot chema un taxi ca s\u0103 m\u0103 duc acas\u0103, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist pentru c\u0103 n-am reu\u0219it s\u0103-mi iau un bilet de avion ca s\u0103 plec \u00een alt\u0103 \u021bar\u0103, nu vreau, chiar nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist pentru c\u0103 azi m\u0103 doare capul \u0219i nicio hain\u0103 din alea pe care le-am v\u0103zut la mall nu mi se potrive\u0219te, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist pentru c\u0103 n-am v\u0103zut un nou serial pe Netflix, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist pentru c\u0103 azi am chef s\u0103 vorbesc cu mine, iar m\u00e2ine trebuie s\u0103 expediezi sute de mailuri, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist pentru c\u0103 nu am un c\u00e2ine, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist pentru c\u0103 seara nu bate nimeni la u\u0219\u0103, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist c\u0103 n-am copii, nu vreau s\u0103 fiu trist c\u0103 nu l-am v\u0103zut pe tata, nu vreau, triste\u021bea mea e bucuria voastr\u0103, iar eu nu vreau ca voi s\u0103 v\u0103 bucura\u021bi, nu vreau s\u0103 v\u0103 bucura\u021bi de disperarea mea care cre\u0219te ca aluatul pus la dospit,  disperarea c\u0103 nu am o cas\u0103, disperarea c\u0103 nu am o ma\u0219in\u0103, disperarea c\u0103 nu am copii, disperarea c\u0103 mama tot mai des \u00ee\u0219i m\u0103soar\u0103 tensiunea, uit\u0103, se \u00eempiedic\u0103, nu aude \u0219i uneori nu vede, ca s\u0103 trec de aceste lucruri trebuie s\u0103 depun efort, dar ce fel de efort e \u0103sta pe care-l faci 24\/7, \u0103sta nu e efort, e tragedie curat\u0103, bunelul care mereu depunea efort s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce, s\u0103 lupte, s\u0103 nu moar\u0103, bunica care trebuia s\u0103 spele, s\u0103 g\u0103teasc\u0103, s\u0103 preg\u0103teasc\u0103, mama care trebuia s\u0103 creasc\u0103, s\u0103 care, s\u0103 hr\u0103neasc\u0103, s\u0103 repare, eu s\u0103 stau singur, s\u0103 citesc, s\u0103 scriu, s\u0103 visez, s\u0103 repet, s\u0103-n\u021beleg, s\u0103 vorbesc, s\u0103 m\u0103 str\u0103dui s\u0103 vorbesc, s\u0103 strig, s\u0103 \u0219optesc, s\u0103 ironizez, s\u0103 glumesc, s\u0103 tac, s\u0103 urlu, s\u0103 scriu \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 fac auzit, singur, f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul nim\u0103nui, f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul lui tata, f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul fra\u021bilor, f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul rudelor, f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul prietenilor \u0219i cunoscu\u021bilor, singur, f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul nim\u0103nui, singur, f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul nim\u0103nui, singur, f\u0103r\u0103 ajutorul nim\u0103nui, nu, a\u0219a nu merge, triste\u021bea mea e bucuria voastr\u0103, disperarea mea e fericirea voastr\u0103, efortul meu e indiferen\u021ba voastr\u0103.<br>\t<br><\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>de Artiom 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