{"id":10975,"date":"2024-07-13T18:56:51","date_gmt":"2024-07-13T15:56:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=10975"},"modified":"2024-07-13T18:56:58","modified_gmt":"2024-07-13T15:56:58","slug":"poeme-38","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/?p=10975","title":{"rendered":"Poeme"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\" style=\"font-size:16px\">1) dulce rom\u00e2nie<br>e\u0219ti la fel de obosit\u0103 ca prostituatele din chi\u0219in\u0103u<br>sub unghiile tale \u00eencape tot at\u00e2ta rap\u0103n c\u00e2t purtam noi zilnic \u00een piept<br>venele \u021bi-s obosite de injec\u021bii &amp;<br>stomacul nu mai tolereaz\u0103 at\u00e2ta hell<br><br>schem\u0103 clasic\u0103 \u2013 p\u0103c\u0103nele farmacie patiserie amanet p\u0103c\u0103nele farmacie amanet bancomat BT <br>boschetar \u00eentins \u00een sta\u021bie cu berea ciuc al\u0103turi<br>\u0219i uite mai \u00eencolo este \u0219i-o libr\u0103rie<br><br>dulce rom\u00e2nie<br>tu e\u0219ti sora mai mare<br>care se presupune a fi mai de\u0219teapt\u0103 \u0219i frumoas\u0103<br>chiar dac\u0103 m\u0103-ta nu \u0219tie c\u0103 te-a futut juma de liceu \u0219i c\u0103 fiecare noapte <br>bagi speed la garaje \u00een spatele clubului<br>\u00ee\u021bi tremur\u0103 genunchii sub lumini fosforescente pentru c\u0103 <br>e greu s\u0103 te dai drept ceea ce nu e\u0219ti de fapt<br>machiajul \u021bi-a curs de la pl\u00e2ns \u0219i \u00een col\u021bul buzelor se vede voma cu micul-dejun<br>acuma \u00een schimb chiar ar\u0103\u021bi ca o p\u0103pu\u0219\u0103 expus\u0103 pe vitrina cu sticla pr\u0103fuit\u0103<br><br>dulce rom\u00e2nie<br>las\u0103-m\u0103 dracu cu b\u0103tr\u00e2nii ipocri\u021bi \u00eembr\u0103ca\u021bi la costum care-mi r\u00e2d \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 c\u00e2nd mi-aud accentul<br>sau scriitori auto-proclama\u021bi scriitori \u0219i intelectuali auto-proclama\u021bi intelectuali<br>esen\u021ba e acolo unde se vorbe\u0219te pu\u021bin dar se face mult<br>esen\u021ba e acolo c\u00e2nd taci \u0219i ar\u0103\u021bi cu degetul spre direc\u021bia de unde miroase a putred<br><br>dulce rom\u00e2nie<br>vorbim mai st\u00e2lcit rom\u00e2na, recunosc<br>\u0219i folosim calchieri din rus\u0103<br>dar profesorii \u00eemi spun c\u0103 autorii basarabeni \u0219tiu s\u0103 r\u0103suceasc\u0103 cu\u021bitu-n ran\u0103<br>iar eu sunt de acord \u0219i mereu voi fi<br>limba nu-i dec\u00e2t o lopat\u0103 care dezgroap\u0103 oasele pe care mergem zilnic<br>\u0219i ce frumos e c\u0103 ie\u0219im gropari califica\u021bi de la litere<br>vezi c\u0103 totu\u0219i am perspective mama<br><br>dulce rom\u00e2nie<br>te iubesc \u0219i te-am iubit mereu<br>de c\u00e2nd copil\u0103ream la tine-n mun\u021bi \u0219i beam bere cu mici la Sovata<br>dar hai s\u0103 ne cobor\u00e2m la aceea\u0219i altitudine<br>s\u0103 ne a\u0219ez\u0103m la mas\u0103 privindu-ne \u00een ochi<br>s\u0103 ne apuc\u0103m de m\u00e2ini, nu de cabluri deschise cu voltaj \u00eenalt<br>\u0219i s\u0103-ncepem a spune lucrurilor pe nume<br><br>imaginea din balt\u0103 \u021bi s-a distorsionat demult de la flegmele l\u0103sate de orice trec\u0103tor<br>de\u0219i cei care scuip\u0103 sunt tot de-ai t\u0103i<br>iar eu <br>iubitul t\u0103u candidat rom\u00e2n de pretutindeni<br>n-am f\u0103cut dec\u00e2t s-ar\u0103t cu degetul<br>spre direc\u021bia de unde miroase<br>a putred<br>\u2003<br>2) sunt omul estului \u0219i m-am n\u0103scut \u00een frig  <br>degetele mi-s reci toat\u0103 via\u021ba<br>gazul s-a scumpit <br>\u00een \u021bara vecin\u0103 e r\u0103zboi <br>numai flac\u0103ra ar\u0103gazului m\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103lze\u0219te<br>acea \u201emam\u0103 patrie\u201d despre care \u00eenv\u0103\u021bam poezii \u00een clasa I<br>nu-i dec\u00e2t o mam\u0103 vitreg\u0103 care m\u0103 pune mereu cu genunchii pe gr\u0103un\u021be <br><br>sunt omul estului \u0219i primii pa\u0219i mi i-am f\u0103cut pe asfalt cr\u0103pat, nu pe iarb\u0103<br>nu sunt din moscova dar am crescut \u0219i eu \u00een mla\u0219tin\u0103 <br>am crescut cu o disperare latent\u0103<br>ca durerea ce te roade \u00een\u0103untru \u0219i nu-n\u021belegi de ce<br>o durere de la care vreau s\u0103 vomit \u0219i s\u0103 s\u0103rut asfaltul cr\u0103pat \u00een acela\u0219i timp<br>o durere pe care p\u0103rin\u021bii au sim\u021bit-o \u0219i n-au \u0219tiut ce s\u0103 fac\u0103<br>o durere de la care am plecat de-acas\u0103 la 18 ani<br>promi\u021b\u00e2nd c\u0103 poate m-oi \u00eentoarce<br>toat\u0103 adolescen\u021ba ne \u00eentreceam cine se va ad\u00e2nci mai pu\u021bin \u00een noroi<br>astfel unii s-au apucat de droguri la 17 ani iar<br>al\u021bii s-au l\u0103sat de b\u0103ut pe la 18<br><br>sunt omul estului \u0219i am dou\u0103 limbi materne<br>ambele-mi sunt ca dou\u0103 surori mai mici <br>care-mi recit\u0103 poezii urcate pe un scaun \u00een fa\u021ba oaspe\u021bilor<br>doar c\u0103 la urm\u0103 c\u00e2nd oaspe\u021bii pleac\u0103<br>ele se sugrum\u0103 una pe alta<br>cert\u00e2ndu-se a cui poezie a fost mai frumoas\u0103<br>\u0219i mie-mi vine s\u0103-mi smulg p\u0103rul din cap la c\u00e2t de mult le iubesc pe ambele<br><br>sunt omul estului \u0219i via\u021ba mea e un film alb-negru<br>pe fundal se-aud piese triste-n limba rus\u0103 iar<br>c\u0103r\u021bile pe care le citesc au toate cotorul ros \u0219i litere scrise cu grafie chirilic\u0103<br>c\u00e2nd se sf\u00e2r\u0219e\u0219te filmul la credits niciodat\u0103 nu apare dumnezeu<br><br>sunt omul estului \u0219i nu mai \u00een\u021beleg nimic din ce se vorbe\u0219te la televizor<br>cine-mi vrea binele \u0219i cine r\u0103ul<br>cine-i criminal \u0219i cine-i provocator<br>ce-nseamn\u0103 r\u0103zboi \u0219i ce-i opera\u021biune special\u0103<br>\u00een schimb \u00eei \u00een\u021beleg pe be\u021bivii de l\u00e2ng\u0103 bloc<br>care \u00eenghit du\u0219ca de vodc\u0103 cu u\u0219urin\u021ba cu care<br>cineva apas\u0103 pe butoane-n Kremlin <br>o \u00een\u021beleg pe dementa din scara vecin\u0103<br>care mereu cerea \u021big\u0103ri \u0219i bani de cafea <br>de\u0219i n-am mai v\u0103zut-o de c\u00e2nd \u0219i-a spart geamul cu un scaun<br>poate s-a uitat prin geam \u0219i ceva nu i-a pl\u0103cut<br>nu \u0219tiu<br>dar \u00ees sigur c\u0103 pe ace\u0219ti oameni \u00eei \u00een\u021beleg cel mai bine<br><br>sunt omul estului \u0219i m-am n\u0103scut \u00een cartier industrial<br>cu fumul fabricilor, c\u0103i ferate, case abandonate \u0219i oameni fr\u00e2n\u021bi<br>zi de zi m\u0103 scald \u00een r\u0103m\u0103\u0219i\u021be de imperiu<br>\u0219i v\u0103d totul destul de clar prin sticla pr\u0103fuit\u0103 din troleu<br><br>doamne ajut\u0103-m\u0103 de diminea\u021b\u0103 \u00een loc de geam s\u0103 ies pe u\u0219\u0103<br>c\u0103ci eu nu mai cred \u00een vreo sc\u0103pare<br>la fel cum nici moscova nu crede \u00een lacrimi<br>\u0219i d\u0103-ne nou\u0103 <br>celor \u00eenstr\u0103ina\u021bi<br>putere<br>mult\u0103 mult\u0103<br>putere<br>\u2003<br>3) \u00eemi salut mama cu cel mai ginga\u0219 substantiv<br>\u0219i m\u0103-ndrept spre u\u0219\u0103<br>d\u0103-mi drumul la m\u00e2nec\u0103<br>vreau s\u0103 ies<br>c\u00e2nd eram mic \u00eemi tot \u00eenchipuiam c\u0103 merg pe o alee \u00eenz\u0103pezit\u0103<br>cu \u021bigara-n gur\u0103 \u0219i convingerea c\u0103 \u0219tiu unde merg<br>de\u0219i cea\u021ba devine mai dens\u0103<br>iar blocurile de 5 etaje seam\u0103n\u0103 cu ni\u0219te conserve de pateu goale<br><br>la gar\u0103 din magnetofoanele vechi c\u00e2nt\u0103 piese triste-n limba rus\u0103<br>prostituatele continu\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219chiop\u0103teze pe tras\u0103 c\u0103lc\u00e2nd pe seringi chi\u0219toace \u0219i sticle goale de vodc\u0103<br>al\u0103turi se vinde lemn piatr\u0103 nisip<br>un cartier post-sovietic \u00een care fumul de la fabrici ascunde buc\u0103t\u0103riile c\u0103lduroase din hru\u0219ciovci <br>eu continui s\u0103 merg cu \u021bigara-n gur\u0103 sim\u021bind cum fulgii mi se culc\u0103-n plete<br>la fel cum \u0219i eu obi\u0219nuiam s\u0103 m\u0103 culc \u00een patul meu de-acas\u0103<br>acuma eu n-am pat n-am cas\u0103 am doar \u021bigara-n buze care arde mai repede ca focul vostru din \u0219emineu<br>am calea lactee \u00een oase \u0219i dorin\u021ba s\u0103 ies mai repede de-aici<br>a\u0219adar prive\u0219te-m\u0103 \u00een ochi, \u00eenchide gura \u0219i ascult\u0103-m\u0103<br><br>\u00eenchide u\u0219a dup\u0103 mine<br>\u00een buzunarele blugilor decolora\u021bi<br>am doar un pachet de \u021big\u0103ri <br>\u0219i speran\u021be-n ziua de m\u00e2ine<br>mai pot auzi trosnetul focului \u0219i s\u0103 v\u0103d<br>cum aburii ies din ceaiul pus pe mas\u0103<br>iar \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 <br>o alee \u00eenz\u0103pezit\u0103<br>pe care urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103-mi las<br>urma pa\u0219ilor<br><\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Poeme de Nelu 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