Din tot soiul de dureri \u0219i din nevoia de a le inventa o gramatic\u0103. Era \u0219i frumuse\u021be \u00een fr\u00e2nturile de idee care m\u0103 b\u00e2ntuiau \u2013 cum o iei de la cap\u0103t c\u00e2nd se rupe lumea cu tine \u00een ea, cum ie\u0219i din burta lupului, ce salvezi dintre col\u021bii lui, cum \u00ee\u021bi duci muzica, poate, cu tine, ca pe o a doua piele, c\u00e2nd casele, gr\u0103dinile, ora\u0219ele \u00een care ai crescut \u0219i ai iubit cad \u00een ruin\u0103 \u0219i te trag dup\u0103 ele, \u00eentr-o uitare. \u00centr-un nimic. Toate astea au stat cu mine o vreme, dup\u0103 care s-au legat ca-n dansul celebrei Frau Troffea, cea cu care \u00eencepe epidemia dansului de la Strasbourg din 1518. Frau Troffea nu \u0219tie de ce danseaz\u0103 \u2013 \u00een dansul ei nu e pl\u0103cere, e disperare, e isterie public\u0103, e ritm c\u0103ruia nu i se poate sustrage, e g\u00e2ndire magic\u0103 mixat\u0103, poate, cu dezastre care-i \u00eencing t\u0103lpile. Nu \u0219tim. Nu \u0219tiu. Dar cred c\u0103 toate pove\u0219tile au \u0219i partea asta de dans nebunesc \u0219i \u00eennebunitor, care devine, uneori, una cu muzica, dac\u0103 nu muzica \u00eens\u0103\u0219i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ciudat de u\u0219or. Marea problem\u0103 au fost ochiurile de timp \u00een care s\u0103 scriu efectiv \u0219i a durat ceva p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 le g\u0103sesc. Dar scrisul, \u00een sine, mi-a f\u0103cut pl\u0103cere \u00een toate etapele lui. Nu a fost nici chinuit, nici compulsiv. Nu \u0219tiu exact cum \u0219i dac\u0103 se poate scrie \u201efiresc\u201d, dar presupun c\u0103, pentru mine, a fost cea mai bun\u0103 experien\u021b\u0103 de scris de p\u00e2n\u0103 acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0103r\u0103 re\u021bet\u0103. Cum vrea fiecare. Cum simte. \u0218tiu c\u0103 sunt oameni c\u0103rora le va vorbi \u0219i al\u021bii c\u0103rora nu. Sunt lucruri pe care \u021bi le asumi c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi expui interiorul min\u021bii. Sigur c\u0103 mi-a\u0219 dori s\u0103 aduc\u0103 bucuria pe care am avut-o eu scriindu-l. \u0218i s\u0103 le spun\u0103 celor care se simt pierdu\u021bi \u00een p\u0103duri \u00eentunecate c\u0103 poate nu mai exist\u0103 firimituri care s\u0103 le arate drumul de \u00eentoarcere, dar exist\u0103 \u00eentotdeauna un lumini\u0219 \u00een care po\u021bi, m\u0103car, s\u0103-\u021bi tragi sufletul.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
1. Cum s-a conturat ideea romanul \u201eCastelul din ora\u0219ul meu\u201d? Din tot soiul de dureri \u0219i din nevoia de a le inventa o gramatic\u0103. Era \u0219i frumuse\u021be \u00een fr\u00e2nturile de idee care m\u0103 b\u00e2ntuiau \u2013 cum o iei de la cap\u0103t c\u00e2nd se rupe lumea cu tine \u00een ea, cum ie\u0219i din burta lupului, ce salvezi dintre col\u021bii lui, cum \u00ee\u021bi duci muzica, poate, cu tine, ca pe o a doua piele, c\u00e2nd casele, gr\u0103dinile, ora\u0219ele \u00een care ai crescut \u0219i ai iubit cad \u00een ruin\u0103 \u0219i te trag dup\u0103 ele, \u00eentr-o uitare. \u00centr-un nimic. Toate astea au stat cu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":10247,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1616],"tags":[2079,1617,105,132,2078,168],"coauthors":[1278],"class_list":["post-10246","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-cum","tag-castelul-din-orasul-meu","tag-cum","tag-editura-litera","tag-interviu","tag-ioana-baldea-constantinescu","tag-roman"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/CUM-2-IBC-2560-\u00d7-1440-px.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10246"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10246\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10249,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10246\/revisions\/10249"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10247"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10246"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/revistafamilia.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcoauthors&post=10246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}